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Friday, June 27, 2008
You will be in our memory: Ah Gong.

these few days, feelings were up and down...
my whole mind went blank when i received the news.
questions in my mind are: how? why?
trying my very best to put on a smile on Wednesday morning,
trying to crack jokes, trying to stay calm and control my emotions.
but still, i failed, i lost my control in the afternoon.
my whole mind is just being occupied...
i will never forget how ah gong always smile at me.

there's no words to describe my feelings.
this is worst than those mixed feelings.
imagination vs reality.
reality is really cruel.
to think that actually it is... but it isn't.
thinking of it, it's sad.
seeing it, it's even sad.
you have to understand the whole situation and problem,
then you will fully know the whole feelings.

thx for being there when i need you the most.
how i wish you can come to me now.
because you are being missed.


posted @ 2:09 AM