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Friday, August 25, 2006
Holidays
Hey ppl! Almost two weeks nv blog. too much to say n too much feelin to express. shall do some updatin. oh ya, btw happy belated birthday, weijie. sorry, i couldnt make it for ur bbq.
Ok. exams just ended n my holidays had started...! yeah...! one month plus... shall take a well deserved rest. ever since two months ago, we had been started doin our projects, followed by exams... not enough time for us to catch our breathe. ya. so shall rest n of course will do some catch up n updatin wif friends. been havin exams for the past two weeks. No life...! everyday is just simply studyin... but nvm. it's over. haha... had my last paper, Accountin today. just hope tt i can pass. haha. didnt went out wif the others. headed home instead. i was totally tired.
Saw him sitin wif his friends at the market. he's the one who motivated me, encourages me not to give up in any obstacles i'd met. it reminds me of last year durin dis period. learnt how to cry for someone. could clearly remembered tt when the moment i saw him in the hospital, my tears just dropped. though been tryin very hard to control. knew tt he doesnt lyk ppl to cry in front of him, but i did. i could clearly feels how pain my heart was, when i saw him lyin in his bed. he used to stand strong and firm. didnt knew tt he'll collapse. but now, he's once standin strong and firm again. cancer could cause such a great impact on him. it nv ever came into my mind before. but he will always be our great and be treated wif respect, our godpa. suddenly think of him. thinkin of his motivation.
Just now in the evenin chatted wif RoNg on msn. found out tt many things happened recently. sometimes somethings just couldnt be help. if it's meant to happen, there's no way for us to stop it. though we understand, it's the best way to keep it to urself and keep quiet. RoNg n me are on the same boat. both are confused. u might be uncertain now, but seriously i hope tt u, gal don get hurt anymore.
On the way back, been thinkin quite a lot. wanna to change. had been decided long time ago. been very sick n tired of all these things ard me. don wish to hesitate anymore. don wish to wait aimlessly. don wish to noe. don wish to do things tt is beyond my choice. don wish to waste anymore time. i just wanna to follow my heart n carry wif life n enjoy my life. is tt so difficult...?
Told RoNg bout dis:
* why were they always the one to make the final decision?
* why do they had to wait till they had lose us den they noe how to treasure?
* don understand why they are always askin for smth from the wrong person.
* they always seems good to us but we don noe whether they have a problem anot?
* when we wanna to be alone, they keep on lookin for us.
* when we wanna someone to accompany, they are always not there.
* Why? wHy? whY? just don understand.
Been seein him for the past few days.
Feelings were no longer as before.
People changed.
Place still the same.
Feelin is different.
Carry on wif my life, on my way.
posted @ 7:09 AM