

Wednesday, June 21, 2006
*190606
Went out wif kokwee, minghao n kenny to town area... sick for a week, finally had e energy to go out... haha... kokwee bought a new watch from fossil n a nike shoe... den was quite tired so went off quite early... ard 6pm left tt place liao le... actually after u left, i felt quite lost... boarded e bus almost forgotten to alight... den walked e wrong direction... den had a cut on my finger... feelin very lost... felt tt something is gonna to happen...
*200606
Went to yinyee's house to do our pom project... shiyao was late... haha... waited half an hour for him... but nvm lah... haha... den we started to discuss... den went to e net to look for articles... had a hard time lookin for it... haha... den we ended up chattin... haha... left her house at ard 5pm plus... reached home at bout 6pm plus... den completed my accounts tutorial...
*210606
Suppose to be a happy day today but it's a sad day... it's not rainin, it's sunny today... but my mood n feelin is rainin... talked to u till 5am dis mornin... knew lottsa of things happenin ard us... but i cant do anythin... things tt i can do or u can do for me is limited... things r gettin out of control... it's really beyond my control... today thought lottsa of things... things r goin in n out of my head... questions bein poppin in n out of my head... today is e n times i'd been cryin over such thing... i'm really very tired... really feel lyk havin a deep slp n forever don wake up... don wanna to care bout all e things... knew tt it's impossible... haiz...
But no matter wad, i'll recover to e usual as soon as possible... cos i have my target to work on... don worry... i'll be fine... still have two more projects to work on... haiz... sch is gonna to reopen soon... holiday ends so fast... haha... shall stop here... 2346
~ur words had hurt me but u just didnt notice.
~dis is e second time bein hurt.
~cried for n times cos of u.
~slient mode for e whole day.
~tired of hearin u sayin i don noe.
~tried my very best to put on a smile.
~smilin behind my pain.
~miss e hugs, care, warmth, love n u.
posted @ 7:38 AM