Ytd went to do our pom project. shiyao, xuewei, yinyee n me met at novena at 4pm. guess wad time i reached...? 3.45pm i reached. i'm early. rare rite...? den headed to united square e mac to discuss the questions. whike we discussin, we started to chit-chat again. haha... cos we had all the time till 7pm.
den left mac at ard 5pm plus 6pm. den went to marina square walk walk. after tt den we headed to yinyee's mother workin place. it's the iras buildin. goverment buildin. cant take much photos. haha... but nvm, at least we noe how there operate.den we took some photos. den went off at ard 7pm plus. reached home at ard 8.35pm.
settle down, had my dinner. i was lyk damn hungry. but luckily didnt had gastric pain. *fear* haha... den went to bed at ard 10pm...
Today went out wif yumei to tm. met her at tampines inter at 12pm. i'm not late. haha... these two days meet friends i'm early. zihui, u'r workin towards ur target. hao de kai shi, jiu shi chang gong de yi ban. jia you...! den went to have lunch. den after tt we see see look lookwalk walk. haha. we bought a handphone asscessories. it's our birthday bear. some sort of lyk tt. haha...
den went to perilin silver to polish my necklace. it looks better now. as to compare previously. omg. cant see it man. some more it's my birthday present from ed, manda, yu n stof course must hao hao bao yang. haha...
den went to G2000 to look for some formal wear. just step into the shop, already someone called me. it's aiwei. she's oso lookin for formal wear. but heard from her tt she's meetin friend, so she went off. end up bought 2 tops n one bottom. cos the top now havin promotion,so bought two. haha... total was $157.50. really vomit blood. my eyes were open super super super wide when i saw the amount. omg. first time bought so little clothes wif such a great amount. cant let my lao ba noe. if not naggin session will start again. haha... den went to espirt. yumei bought a new bag. but she forgotten tt she had band later, n she's carryin a huge esprit bag walkin ard. haha... funny man... but nv lah. lyk tt everyone will noe tt u go shoppin before goin to band. haha...
den went to breadtalk. saw my pri classmate. zihua. met her once a few months ago at tm. headr from her tt she failed sci. den cant go anywhere. sad. but she's gonna to retake, so quite alright. good luck zihua.den we were on our way to the bus interchange. we saw weida n huiling. haha... datin cum studyin. haha... den saw agus too. omg. luckily he didnt realize me. if not i think u noe wad's gonna to happen next. haha... quite not bad.
today met quite lottsa of ppl. from pri to sec to poly. haha... oh ya. changed my blog skin. though it's simple. quite comfortable wif it. just wanna things to be simple tt's all. just now yumei say when u'r sad, the songs from the radio oso very sad. quite true. sometimes even make u feel lyk cryin when u listen to the lyrics.haiz... but it's over. so ya. quite alright now. all the best to everyone. haha...
xiang ku de chong dong
yin gan zai shi qu yi houhan deng zhen ni de shuo yong bao wo de ji mo
gan shou de shi hou zhao yin gan da sheng de shuo
na zhong ren zhen de chen mo dou jiao zhi zhuo
bu shou chu de wen rou ren ni li kan wo
wo yi wei ni dou hui dong
yumei told me i'm brave.didnt realize actually i could be that brave.feel like thankin you to make me realize.i'm now at another level of experiencin life.my life will still be fine.though had a great fall.shall stand up by myself.face the coldness myself.standin tall n confidence to face every challenge.
let go, be brave, move on.
i miss my bed.
i miss my sleepin time at 10pm.
i miss my family.
i miss my mummy n lao ba.
i miss the time when i'm preparin my own breakfast.
i miss the time when i'm sittin down in front of the tv n talkin wif my lao ba.
i miss the time at home doin nothin.
i miss the time when i'm on the phone crappin wif ed n ym for long hours.
i miss my usual bathin time. 7pm.
i miss my laughter.
i miss my smile.
i miss my stubborn character.
shall start a brand new life. thx guys for ur care n concern. especially ym n ed.ppl who behind supportin me, i noe who u r.godpa usual pharse: 'don give up in life. nv say die'.i will guys.i noe where i'm headin.wont let u guys down.
chaos...!
posted @ 3:14 AM
Wednesday, June 21, 2006
*190606
Went out wif kokwee, minghao n kenny to town area... sick for a week, finally had e energy to go out... haha... kokwee bought a new watch from fossil n a nike shoe... den was quite tired so went off quite early... ard 6pm left tt place liao le... actually after u left, i felt quite lost... boarded e bus almost forgotten to alight... den walked e wrong direction... den had a cut on my finger... feelin very lost... felt tt something is gonna to happen...
*200606
Went to yinyee's house to do our pom project... shiyao was late... haha... waited half an hour for him... but nvm lah... haha... den we started to discuss... den went to e net to look for articles... had a hard time lookin for it... haha... den we ended up chattin... haha... left her house at ard 5pm plus... reached home at bout 6pm plus... den completed my accounts tutorial...
*210606
Suppose to be a happy day today but it's a sad day... it's not rainin, it's sunny today... but my mood n feelin is rainin... talked to u till 5am dis mornin... knew lottsa of things happenin ard us... but i cant do anythin... things tt i can do or u can do for me is limited... things r gettin out of control... it's really beyond my control... today thought lottsa of things... things r goin in n out of my head... questions bein poppin in n out of my head... today is e n times i'd been cryin over such thing... i'm really very tired... really feel lyk havin a deep slp n forever don wake up... don wanna to care bout all e things... knew tt it's impossible... haiz...
But no matter wad, i'll recover to e usual as soon as possible... cos i have my target to work on... don worry... i'll be fine... still have two more projects to work on... haiz... sch is gonna to reopen soon... holiday ends so fast... haha... shall stop here... 2346
~ur words had hurt me but u just didnt notice.
~dis is e second time bein hurt.
~cried for n times cos of u.
~slient mode for e whole day.
~tired of hearin u sayin i don noe.
~tried my very best to put on a smile.
~smilin behind my pain.
~miss e hugs, care, warmth, love n u.
posted @ 7:38 AM
Friday, June 16, 2006
Don noe slept for how many hours... from wed til today fri... haiz... i'm sick... fall ill on tues 130606... ya, which is our class birthday... significant rite...? had our class bbq at east coast... sad ah... see u guys enjoyin but i cant do anythin but just sit there n rest... actually tt day afternoon i already felt quite weird already... my joints are pain and achin... but i didnt tell him... thought was just nothin... den ard evenin on the way back to my house here to collect satay, i totally cant take it... my head was very pain n body was very warm... den went to buy medicine n collect the satay... all the way tryin my best to control... but luckily he was there takin care of me... den me n him left at ard 10 plus... cant rmb wads e time... draggin ourselves out of east coast... cos his left leg oso cramp... haiz... liang ge bing ren... den on the way we were walkin through the tunnel, i can sense somethin... very weird tt type of feelin... but i just didnt say... too bad he cant sense anythin... haha... now my whole mind is blank... blur blur gong gong de... still very weak... no energy, no wei kuo... haiz... don noe wad to blog liao le... shall stop here...
~ thx for being by my side for the whole nite...
~ thx for accompanyin me.
~ thx for ur motivation.
posted @ 12:48 AM
Sunday, June 11, 2006
*05-090606
cant really rmb wad i'd done for the past four days... gotta back my econs paper... score 31 out of 40... all thx to my shu fu... u noe who u r... haha... den thurs gotta back my effective writin paper... score 28 out of 50... sort of lyk happy lah... cos those who noe my eng... standard de... those marks lyk wanna to fail or those just pass de marks de... haha... den keep chongin my statistic project... managed to complete in on thurs... thx ya, qiao, clara, yin yee n meiqi... den on fri, clara, yin yee, ming hao, kok wee, jia hao, louis, kenny n me went to yishun blk 925 to eat chicken rice... actually wanted to go there after lecture... but clara is rushin for her dental appointment, accompany by meiqi... den after tt went to meet the rest at yishun for dinner... after tt we went to swensen... went to eat ice cream... den played zhong ji mi ma... kena two times...omg... the drink is so salty... omg... but we had lottsa of fun at there... laugh till cry... haha... left tt place at ard 9pm... den took bus 854... really had a nice chat wif clara, kok wee n kenny...
*100606
Went shoppin wif yumei... long time didnt go out wif her liao le... did some catch up n updatin... finally bought things tt i wanna liao le... been searchin ard but cant find things tt i lyk... but a skirt from m-indusrty... aimed for half a year n the price finally dropped... haha... so happy... the most chang jiu gan piece of clothes... den bought two tops... one from 77th street another from this fashion... den saw a bag... quite nice... yumei wanted to buy but too bad her sch there too many ppl have it liao le... haha... den she bought a pair of shoes... took her don noe how long to decide to buy it... i oso forgotten liao le...
*110606
Went to ps to book the bbq pit... den took bus 14 all the way back to my place here wif qiao, kok wee n kenny... den went to order satay for the bbq... den we had satay... 30 sticks... haha... missed tt time we had satay at our chalet at downtown east... sat ard the table, started to eat satay den started to crap... missed the fun tt we had... haha... shall stop here... very tired... time now is 0135...
~ missin u.
posted @ 8:48 AM
Tuesday, June 06, 2006
Today's date very nice... 06 june 2006... 060606... haha... today as usual, a typical tuesday... lesson starts at 1010am, ends at 5pm... woke up late dis mornin... wanna to woke up at ard 6.30am plus but ended up woke up at ard 7.14am... totally jumped out of my bed... rushin out of my house at ard 8.15am plus... omg... meetin meiqi they all at ard 9.30am but cant make it... so met them in tutorial...
Just now talked to my mummy bout relationship stuff... cried... felt so helpless when she say those things... kept on explain and thinkin wad's in her mind... but she did accept... haiz...
Today ppl ard me r so sad... been rainin for the whole day... it's a sad day...
~ nice date wif a sad day...
posted @ 6:42 AM
Monday, June 05, 2006
*030606
it was a very busy but enjoyable Saturday… went to sentosa wif my classmates they all… we went to Tanjong Beach… wow, it’s so peaceful there as to compare wif the other two beaches… den we had sun-tannin n went to the sea to play monkey…! Haha… Woo hoo…! It’s so cool n fun… really love the sun there… but too bad gotta to leave there early for the concert… left at ard 5 plus… rushin all the way back to bedok… reached home ard 6.40pm, den quickly bathe, grab something to bite den rush off again to tjc… luckily I reached there on time… cos promised yumei I’d be there ard 7pm… den realize tt some of them already arrived so went to meet them… but overall the concert was a great one… especially the second part… love it man… den we took group wif hl, rinna, sharon, suvin, sw, nick, azmi, ashely, justin... haha... den after the concert, he came to meet me… went mac to eat something cos quite hungry… den after tt we went home… haha...
*040606
Went out wif friends to see the pc show… wow… tt place is tt u have way to go in but there’s no way for u to come out… haha… it was so crowded… from city link mall all the way to suntec is all crowded wif ppl… and everyone seems to be taller than me… I cant see the way in front of me…! omg… but nvm lah gotta ppl lead, so it’s alright… haha… den went to meet him… he reserved his shoes on fri den went to collect it on Sunday… but too bad, he wanna the shoe but the shoe don wanna him… so end up we went to orchard to ‘hunt’ for other shoes, but he doesn’t lyk… haiz… so we ended up goin back to the first place where he saw his ‘first sight love’ shoe… so tired man… been out for bout 8 hours… haha… but quite happy… haha…
*050606
went to sch as usual… had a two hours lecture den went to do stats project… after tt went to bugis… den went to meet my mummy… had dinner den shop for awhile den went home liao le… cos we r tired… haha… shall stop here… haha…
~ happy moments are always so short…
~ now I’m on the phone wif u…
~ words.
posted @ 8:16 AM
