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2009-04-19T06:00:00.000-07:00

Teacher Miss Toh!

Many people must be wondering what am i doing these days.
I'm now a kindergarten teacher.
The kids are very cute!
Though the kids are noisy and naughty at times,
but from the way they talked, the question they asked,
the actions they made, it is really very interesting and fun.
There are all sorts of challenges to encounter each day, very exciting.
It is really very enjoyable teaching them.
Anyway, it still a long way for me to go and learn.
Wish me good luck! =)

2009-03-09T02:35:00.000-07:00

After the six months..

I had officially ended my IPP on 28th Feb.
I could not hold back my tears and i cried in front of some of them.
This learning journey was a wonderful yet memorable one for me.
Some of the room attendants and cleaners did stay back to have a long chat with me.
It was really very touching.
I could see the disappointed expressions from some of the colleagues
whom i had worked very close with for the past six months.
Below are some of the photos took on my last day.
I think these photos had already expressed the friendship gained.

Well, back to reality, i'm having my break now.
I had been going out almost everyday.
If not i would be staying at home rotting and watching drama.
I know this blog had been dead for a few months and
I will do something about it. =)
Till here, there will be more updates..

Happy one year, my dear.
Thank you.

2009-03-09T01:55:00.000-07:00

My IPP Journey with them..

2008-12-19T00:16:00.000-08:00

My Wisdom had Gone!?

I know i had not been updating my blog for a very long time.
Zihui is still alright, everything is ok, no worries!
Hmm.. let's not talk about my work life because all of you already know.
Just a month ago, xue wei and vicky had joined me so at least
i'm not alone. haha.
Today i had done something which i had dragged for many years.
I had extracted one of my wisdom tooth.
Does that mean i had lost some of my wisdom?
Haha. I don think so bah.
MC for three days.
I'm now still in pain, i still can 'mian qiang' talk a bit but can't eat.
OMG! All i can eat is porridge and drink water.
I need to fight with the pain for three days and i really hope is really three days only.
Pain pain..

Early this week Mr Choo came down to visit us and gave us x'mas present.
Ginger Breadman.

In the morning,
In the afternoon,
In the night,
I'm missing you,
and loving you.

2008-11-01T06:12:00.000-07:00

My Life

It's been quite some time since i update,
i think spider webs are forming.
Well, i'm still on my ipp, 4 more months to go.
actually time flies quite fast when i had actually lost track of time.
The only thing i remember is my off day.
That is the most precious day.
Sleep, rest, and ______. =)
Anyway, being supervisor for a month is not an easy job.
But so far i already had a hang of it.
Everyday keep doing the same thing for 8 hours.
Sian! But that's my job, better than cleaning rooms.
Haha.
hmm..
i suppose not much thing i can update here
unless you ask me personally.
=) Happy Happy!

I love the surprise so much!
That was so sweet and wonderful of you!
Unlimited * =)

2008-10-01T03:11:00.000-07:00

After 1 month of IPP

Never been updating my blog due to IPP.
Because i'm either too tired or too lazy to do so.
Everyday i'm working morning shift and worked till like around evening..?
Anyway for your information my attachment is at Conrad Centennial Hotel.
Where does it located?
It is located opposite of Suntec City.
Hmm.. basically i'm attached to Housekeeping dept for 6 months
but i will be moving about in various section.
For the past one month, i had been a room attendant.
All i did was rooms rooms rooms.
A total of 10 rooms to complete everyday.
Everyday rushing for time to complete the rooms asap, running to and fro
to the pantry to get stuff and going around the floors to do rooms.
It was so tedious, so tired.
Everyday reached home, i just want to sleep.
Everyday my shift is from 8am to 4pm.
My hands previously was badly hurt.
Deep cuts and cracks, dry skin and i can even feel the pain.
But now it's recovering. =)

Just a few days back during the F1 period,
i was transfered to banquet and there was a function
on Sunday which the day when F1 took place.
It was so crowded and everyone in the hotel were so busy.
haha. new experience after all.
For now, my title is supervisor.
All i do everyday is checking vacant clean rooms.
My quota is 40 rooms per day.. so ya..
These few days i'm following a buddy and work load is quite heavy.
Anyway, i cant blog much about my company.
So ya.. you guys should know what i mean. haha.
Will try to update more frequent if my time allows me to do so.
haha. =)

Anyway Selamat Hari Raya! and Happy Children's Day! =)

Many many thanks to you!
You are always my sunshine,
you are the one and only.
Loved.

2008-08-26T07:49:00.000-07:00

It's a long journey.

I know my blog has been very dead,
and also thanks for the reminder. =)
Well, can i say that i'm officially ended my studying days?
At least for now in NYP.
Exams ended on last Thursday, den kumar held us back and talked about IPP stuff.
My class HD had a BBQ on last friday at kailyn's house.
Though that day was raining, it was a great experience of BBQ-ing in the rain.
It was also the last time being together as a class.
Ms Elinda Gan, Ms Tay and Mr Kumar came over too.
Mr Kumar bought liquor. haha.
I drank baileys and white wine, and i found baileys taste better.
Most of my time was spent with keayee, xuewei, karrie and huiling.
We were like those mountain turtle, keep going to the jacuzzi and soaked our legs.
Then we went into the pool which we were not suppose to do so.
But we dont really care.
We also wanted to watch fireworks but it was blocked by the development.
Wonderful enjoying yet memorable night. =)

And that night i told xuewei that,
we never expect that we will be in the same class for the entire 3 years.
and during this 3 years, time flies.
Then we started to 'xiang dang nian...' haha.
Seriously, never regret knowing you as a friend.
=)

Anyway, i only have a week of holiday.
And i think i had been going out almost everyday.
since Saturday till today.
I think this is the time to play hard becos for the rest of my 6 months,
i will be working hard for my IPP.
So, i shall meet up with people who i very long never see.
Till now, i'm still not sure which hotel i'm in yet.
Hopefully i will know it asap.
So basically, my life had been quite boring.
Btw, Happy 60th Birthday to Lao Ba in advance!
Stay healthy and cheerful always!
I know you care for your daughter a lot and so does your daughter! =)
Ok, will fill up more when i know where i will be going.
=)

thanks for everything.
i will remember what you told before and now.
you always have a significant position in my heart.

2008-08-15T06:19:00.000-07:00

National Day Event
The event we took part at Padang on National Day was great.
The following photos will tells you. =)

unlimited *

2008-08-07T07:58:00.000-07:00

What's next?

All projects and presentations are done.
ED day is over, Napfa test is done.
I can feel the relief.
Now left with the National Day event
which the whole class will be involved
and Exams.
It will be in two weeks time.
So it's time for studying.
I decided to make a slight change for my IPP choice.
I chosen hotel industry for this time round
due to the limited MICE companies.
20 people fighting for 11 MICE companies.
So it's a kind of 50 50.
Today went for interview at Orchard Hotel with xw and yn.
According to the HR manager,
We might have to stick to one dept for 6 months,
and i'm not sure if the school approve.
If it doesn't, we might have to go for a second round of interview next week.
Which means, the interview will be during our study week.
Anyway, i suppose this should be the time for me to regain all my sleeping time
and energy which all had been used up during the project season.
Today will be another schooling day and
We'll be going down to Padang in the evening for the National Day event.

i love all the 5 presents.

2008-07-28T04:12:00.000-07:00

My Second Home

School seems to be my second home.
Time spent in school is longer than at home
and traveling to school had quite been tiring for this few weeks.
Can't wake up on time and had to rush to school.
Zzz.
1 project is down and don know how many more to go.
I can feel the fatigue in my body and i need some rest and sleep
in order for me to move on with my work.
Well, i'm now in school and i shall go back to work.

flashback.

2008-07-21T06:10:00.000-07:00

Do you know about it?

Entrep presentation
MCE presentation
Resorts presentation
Napfa Test
ED Day
Hospitality Op Presentation
Events ICA 4 during National Day

All these events are going to be carried out
over the next two weeks.
Hectic days!
I shall stop complaining, quickly get back to my work
and finish them ASAP.

Thought of the day:
It is sort of expected but i never expect to see it in front of me.
You are one of them who watched me grew up,
and i thought that you will lead a life similar as them.
I was quite shocked and hoping that it wasn't you.
But, no matter what, this is your decision,
i think all of us will just accept it.
But, do they know about it?
I tried to walk slowly because i tried to save face for you.
And i think that will be a secret till the day they know and acknowledge.

i will be waiting.
i love you.

2008-07-13T03:09:00.000-07:00

Focus

Did quite a number of thing and
my memory is failing me.
Sleeping at late hours and woke up early.
Just want to get all things done
because work are piling up like a mountain.
there's too much things to do
and so little time to complete.

Somehow it is not easy when you put words into action.
Certain things cant be changed overnight.
It's all a matter of time.
Putting yourself in other party's shoes and you will understand it.
Patient is the key.
Does everything need a reason to happen?
Perhaps it does need a reason.
Well, different people having different opinion,
different people have different needs and wants
and that perhaps explain everything.

Happy 4th month!
and you will always be a part of me.
Pls give me some time.
understand and learn more.

2008-07-06T03:29:00.000-07:00

The wake up call.

Well, school as usual,
there is not difference from my past few weeks.
school, lessons, project, home.
ya, i know it's rather no life.
shall add some flavours or spices soon if i can find time to do so.
=)
anyway i think i shall meet up with my friends soon?
it's been ages since i last see them.
so friends, shall we meet up soon?
be it dinner or shopping. haha.
had steamboat at amk with him on Friday evening.
when was the last time i had steamboat outside?
perhaps two years ago?
it was quite nice afterall. =)

by the way, it's good to keep in contact again with a friend who
had 'disappear' for quite sometime.
knowing that this friend of mine is doing well now, had moved on with life
and hopefully every turns out well.
not another repeated history.
ok, shall stop here. =)

here i'm on the phone with you.
always be...

2008-06-27T02:09:00.000-07:00

You will be in our memory: Ah Gong.

these few days, feelings were up and down...
my whole mind went blank when i received the news.
questions in my mind are: how? why?
trying my very best to put on a smile on Wednesday morning,
trying to crack jokes, trying to stay calm and control my emotions.
but still, i failed, i lost my control in the afternoon.
my whole mind is just being occupied...
i will never forget how ah gong always smile at me.

there's no words to describe my feelings.
this is worst than those mixed feelings.
imagination vs reality.
reality is really cruel.
to think that actually it is... but it isn't.
thinking of it, it's sad.
seeing it, it's even sad.
you have to understand the whole situation and problem,
then you will fully know the whole feelings.

thx for being there when i need you the most.
how i wish you can come to me now.
because you are being missed.

2008-06-22T00:00:00.000-07:00

Lost track of time

Projects had taken up most of my time,
and soon enough, today is my last day of holiday.
for the past one week, my activity is go to school and home,
almost everyday the same routine.
suppose to meet up with yumei on thursday for shopping but cancel off,
cos i was down with fever and flu.
events project is done and tml will be our presentation.
hopefully tml everything will be fine.
ytd meet up with entrep mentor.
i should say that she does help us in one way and another.
shall consider some of the advice that she had gave us.
met up with him ytd for dinner,
den slacked and talked awhile and went home.

shall go back to work again.
=)

i love the 3 songs that you always sing for me.
thanks for cheering me up
and giving me your big and warm hug.
budget couple we are!

2008-06-14T01:30:00.000-07:00

Those memories

This holiday is never like a holiday to me.
everyday still going back to school for project meet up and discussions.
my work are piling up, need to clear them asap.
and basically i have no time to do my personal things.
again opportunity cost.
on wed after project, xw and me met up with ting and alex.
went to Suntec for dinner and alex bought his donuts.
haha. walked a little while den headed home.
Thursday went back to school for make-up lessons, 2pm to 6pm.
after lessons, xw and me met up with alex for the IT fair.
people mountain people sea.
wanted to get a mouse and a thumbdrive
but end up only gotten a thumbdrive.
though the meet up was only for awhile, it is still an enjoyable one.

Yesterday, 13th June had BN class bbq at east coast park.
before that in the afternoon, went to interview a cafe manager,
and i had asked a very stupid question.
so pai seh lah.
after that walked over to NAFA campus to search for bamboo shirt,
but the retail store was closed.
left bugis and headed to ecp for bbq.
it was really great to see everyone once again.
the memories which i once had in year one seems to come back.
quite missed the year one times with BN.
for a moment, the project stress is not there and i'm totally enjoying myself.
enjoying the laughters, jokes and the talking.
cheers! =)

after so long, it's still fated.
at the moment, i'm really very proud of myself,
because i had moved on.

to the one i missed,
didn't see you for 4 days,
i am missing you.

2008-06-08T01:00:00.000-07:00

Updates...

having two weeks of team break which is so call holidays,
but the fact is we still have to do work.
projects are stacking up and many many deadlines to meet.
so does it still a holiday? haha.
i suppose this is the last holiday i'm going to have.
well, basically for the past two weeks were consider hectic.
had icas, MCE report deadline to be met,
staying up till 1am 2am just to complete the whole report.
one word to describe: tired.

anyway ytd went to Sakura for dinner.
first time eating at Sakura.
quite like the ambiance of this outlet,
food is also very delicious. haha.
i think my whole of two weeks term break will be flooded with projects.
meet up, discussions, research...
and it will be a routine.
ok, shall get back to work though i don feel like.

Happy 3rd month my dear!
thx for that special gift and everything.
i will stick by you,
you will stick by me,
we will stick by each other.

2008-05-24T06:28:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday!

Happy Birthday to my Grandma.
she turned 71 today and she really don look like 71 years old.
haha.
bought vegetarian food back and a fruit flan cake from prima deli.
fruit cake my fav. ^^v
and i felt like i'm a pig now cos just now ate so much food.
haha.
going to continue with journal.
sian. i need ideas...
help help.

my mood is back,
everything is fine now.
no expectation, no disappointment.
i forgot.
choice and opportunity cost.
i forgot.
and the reality is cruel and harsh.
i forgot.

2008-05-18T06:10:00.000-07:00

Face the reality

I'm going to loss my voice for the second time.
super irritating.
my whole throat was itchy and dry for the whole of last nite,
and this morning my voice goes like super deep.
the doctor was so funny,

He asked me: how come like tt?
i replied: i don know.
He asked: wad did you eat? did you eat fried food?
I replied: no.
He asked: did you shout?
I replied: I so old already shout for wad? I'm not a kid. haha.
Then he asked: did you drink enough water?
I replied: yes, a lot.
And lastly he asked: did you sleep? do i have enough sleep? at least 7 hours?
I replied: haha. y~e~s...

ya i know i had been lacking of rest,
tt's why my cough took so long to recover or i should say that,
there isn't improvement at all.
sianX1. the medicine is making me even more sick and weaker.

tml is vesak day, public holiday.
nothing to be happy about because for the rest of the days,
tues, wed and thurs, there will be make-up lessons.
sianX2.

shall go back to work.
sianX3.

these few days there's many bad news and reports going round
due to the earthquake in China.
all the cover page in the papers are pictures of casualties,
children are survive but parents are dead, bricks and metals...
suddenly this word came onto my mind: 满目疮痍
Meaning: 充满视野的全是创伤。比喻到处都是遭受破坏的景象。
i believe no one will want or wish to see such thing happen.
the numbers are kept increasing everyday.
till here, let's do wad can do and pray for them.

also, received a bad new a few days back.
there's nothing we can do because we know the outcome.
time is the factor.
all we can do is waiting, and do wad we can do within our limit.

understood.

2008-05-17T06:14:00.000-07:00

Escape...

Some how this word 'escape' appeared in my mind,
Nothing in particular, just smth random. =)

Having long weekend but still need to do work.
projects are stacking up and deadline is getting nearer.
ya i noe i'm complaining.

我在你凌乱世界
留下的指纹
Your kola is missing her tree.

2008-05-10T04:12:00.000-07:00

I'm still coughing like nobody business,
at the edge of losing my voice.
break-voice?
sexy voice?
whatever...
feeling so sick.
gotta to go back to work. =)

You are the one.

2008-05-08T03:18:00.000-07:00

Sick sick sick...
Cough cough cough...
This is feeling yucks...

Happy two months, my dear!

2008-05-04T03:26:00.000-07:00

沉思着。。。

当你很认真的看着他们时，
你会发现，
原来岁月已经在他们的脸上留下了痕迹。

如果全世界我也可以放弃
至少还有你值得我去珍惜
而你在这里就是生命的奇迹
也许全世界我也可以忘记
就是不愿意失去你的消息
your words, i will never forget.

2008-05-02T22:53:00.001-07:00

School reopen.

haha. school had reopened on Monday.
everything seems normal,
it's just that this is the last academic semester.
anyway, our class is named as HD.
yes, not HB not HC, is HD,
and people out there are making fun of it.
and our pem is mr kevin wee. haha.
this time round, we will be having more projects.
the amount of projects are ______ (fill up the blank yourself) =)
so far haven been socializing with the rest of the class, anti-social?
do miss HB at times.

received a piece of bad news from one of our lecturer on Tuesday.
a gal in year 2 taking Hospitality course,
met with an accident on Monday when she's making her way to school.
her brain is badly injured and
her mum heard the loud bang from her house.
suppose to be her first day in school attending her first lesson of semester 1...
and on Wednesday, we received the news that
she had passed away on Wednesday morning 1am plus...
perhaps this is life and it is rather fragile...

well, before i forget...
Happy Birthday to Ivan. --> 2 may
Happy birthday to JG. -->3 may
=)

The warmth in your arms.

2008-04-26T15:31:00.000-07:00

Sentosa Trip!

2008-04-26T15:30:00.000-07:00

Last week of holiday...

let me recall wad i did for my last week of holiday...
eh.. stopped working on Monday
and practically i go out almost everyday.
haha.
Monday went out wif xw to get sun glasses cos we intended
to go sun-tanning on the following day, tuesday.
den went to meet my mummy.
Tuesday suppose to go sun-tanning wif xw at sentosa,
but the weather seems cloudy and my area was raining in the morning,
so we decided to postpone our trip till friday.
met xw, alex and yn in the afternoon for sakae buffet at bugis.
haha.
long time nv meet up, it's great to see each other and eating together.
so they started talking about soccer,
soccer languages which until now i still don understand.
but nvm, maybe one fine day i will know bits and pieces of it.
haha.
walked over to cathay cineplex for movie.
watched forbidden kingdom.
eh... don noe how to comment on the movie.
lame? or rather funny?
after movie-ing, we went walk walk and all headed home.
=)

Wednesday went out wif him.
haha.
enjoy-ness.
loves.

Thursdays went to work because both uncle and aunty (owners of the shop),
have to attend funeral.
anyway work=get more money.
haha.
Friday which is ytd went sentosa wif xw for sun-tanning.
took lots of photos, will upload them.
after tt we headed to bugis for yoshinoya, smth tt i'm craving for,
and went shopping.
time flies when doing shopping and we parted at ard 8pm.
Today, spend almost whole day at home.
enjoying this afternoon listening to some nice songs.
doing things at my own pace.
doing some reflections.
looking through some photos in my lap top...
recently addicted to sun yan zi's songs for no reasons.
=)

if we ever stop and take a look around us,
you might realized that there are people out there need your help,
and sometimes due to our laziness, busy-ness, ignorance or wad so ever,
we just don be bother about them.
these people might be shouting for help silently
and these silent could actually lasted for n years.
if we had noticed and recuse them on time,
will they not suffer these much?
or leading a better life now?
but some may just turn you down though you have an interest of their heart.
by then, wad can you do?

haha.
ok. school gonna to reopen on Monday.
Monday: 2pm to 6pm
Tuesday: 12pm to 6pm
Wednesday: 10am to 1pm
Thursday: No school
Friday: 9am to 4pm

quite relax rite?
shall work hard and at the same time enjoy my school life for
the last time before my attachment.
=)

taking a second looking at you,
taking a second talking to you,
taking a second listening to you,
i'm admiring you and
i'm loving you even more. =)

2008-04-17T21:45:00.000-07:00

i'm very tired.
i need more sleeping time.
i wanna to sleep.
left 3 more working days.
and i can slp till natural wake up.
till then, tired.
blur me again, msg till half way
and fallen asleep.

多少的朋友　来的来走的走
聚散从来都不给任何的理由
转过身以后　才忽然感受
你一直都在背后
i <3 u

2008-04-13T21:38:00.000-07:00

Step by step

work is still the same,
just happen to be i'll get very sleepy in the afternoon
especially between 2pm to 3pm.
the time when zhou gong come find me.
haha.
and i had been having running nose very frequently,
it's very annoying lah.
is iz due to the weather?
anyway planned to stop working until next sunday.
just havin one week to rest before sch reopen.
thursday went out wif xw and ks,
initially was to order cake den ended up onli having dinner.
and ting came to look for us and had dinner at sakae.
today worked half day,
went out wif my mummy and we talked bout many many things.
and i told her dis: 'i think my thinkings like lao ba leh, like very lao gu dong...
maybe one day me and lao ba will be displayed in those museum...'
haha. i noe it's smth random but i really thinks that our thinkings quite similar.
maybe this is how we behave.
haha.
anyway accompany my mummy for shopping.
she shop but not me. sian.
and i saw things that i wanna to buy and it's super tempting.
nvm shall save money and buy.
haha.
i'm very tired now...

my blurness: fallen asleep and didnt noe that u sms me.
my blurness: didnt noe that my phone having problem and i thought
is your phone having problem.
my careless: said things that made you angry.
most of the time, i'm trembling inside.
Happy 1 month, my dear! <3>
情人总分分合合
可是我们却越爱越深
认识你让我的幸福
如此悦耳
能不能不要切歌
继续唱我们的歌
让感动一辈子都记得

2008-04-06T21:53:00.000-07:00

speedy

another week passed,
time really flies and now is already April..
sch gonna to reopen in 3 weeks time,
and ytd those going for disney ipp ad already left,
think they shld have arrive at their destination le bah.
dis week quite good have two off days.
watched the three kingdom.
nice story plot.
but the air con is super cold. haha.
anyway from now on i think i'll bring along my jacket
along just in case we wanna to watch movie. =)

sat is my off day,
went to expo and look for xuewei.
too many things to complain about.
haha.
went to meet him for lunch den headed to bugis
to meet my parents.
bought a pair of jeans, shoes and a watch.
haha.
today work is still ok.
morning timing as usual, den went back to work
at 2pm to 6pm.
from tml onwards, schedule changed.
8am to 4pm.
hope everything will be fine. =)
ok. shall continue watching my tv.
haha.

i'm missing you now.

2008-03-31T22:41:00.000-07:00

Accepting

today work is rather sian, in the sense that
there isnt much customers
due to the renovation of the market.
den we keep staring at the construction workers,
like supervising them lah.
haha.
today is just the eve of the beginning,
there's 3 more weeks for me to survive.
ahh!!!
haha.
for don noe wad reason,
i feel that like smth is amiss.
the noise and the crowds become hammering, sewing and drilling sounds.
the familiar faces become some strangers.
dis renovation going to take up 6 months,
and me dis lucky gal is just staying opposite of the market.
haha.
think i need to get use to the noise level in days to come.
or perhaps i don not even need an alarm clock.
haha.

anyway ytd went to meet up wif eins ting and xw at bishan.
it's a farewell lunch for eins before she leaving for disney.
went shopping ard j8 den eins and ting left first.
den xw and me went to amk hub to shop ard and meet up wif alex.
dinner, den crapping awhile den all headed home.
and i'm a happy gal cos i finally get to shopping.
haha.

nowadays starting to realize that maybe i'm too naive.
thinking that things will always happen in dis manner.
but it actually turn out in a way that it might surprise me and you.
it just happen so silently that no one actually notice it.
and come to think of it,
i felt that it's very scary.
i have many questions but all left unanswered.
so i shall let the nature takes its course.
=)

you are never alone.
just like wad you say: 'i will always by your side.'
and that's my promise to you.
you will always see my usual smile.
i love you.

2008-03-29T11:55:00.000-07:00

Bother, bother not.

for the past whole week other than working,
went for chalet on thurs.
a gathering with the usual clique.
and it's been ages since i last seeing them.
we did more updating than eating.
updating on our current life, and the common topic
for all is relationship.
haha.
some past were being brought up but most interested
ones are the current.
anyway the updating and sharing of stories are never ending.
left early as next day still have work.

work days are mainly the same day in day out.
other than need to wake up early,
i still have 5 hours break to rest.
and sat is my fav day! cos i sleep till natural wake up.
haha.
however, i think my schedule will start to change in April.
8am to 4pm.
will i be sleepy during the afternoon?
will i need to fight against the warm weather?
will my one minute passed like an hour?
haha. i noe i think too much.

becos i noe... u win.
we are not going to get affected by
whose sadness or happiness.
the difference is so obvious that i can confirm...
i tear becos it hurts.
we are going to overcome it together.
we are fighting and getting stronger.

2008-03-23T14:41:00.000-07:00

The fact is...

whole week has been working except for fri
worked half day and sat is my off day.
haha.
there's a aunty came over.
shall not do any judgment cos everyone
has their strength and weakness.
after knowing her problem, i felt that
sometimes, the reality is cruel.
she does not know the reality? or
the reality is just so cruel that she just cant accept it?
i think that this is the fact of a working society.
be it in an office or a neighborhood estate.
there's always a someone who will pick on another someone.

anyway i'm craving for shopping!!!
but i have no time, and i need to get my pay first.
which means that i cash rich, time poor.
sounds familiar rite?
haha. now i understand.
shall enjoy my break time.
going back at 4pm. =)

never will i forget the long walk.
never will i forget the usual place.
never will i forget how you sound.
imy =)
To you my friend, hope you don take it to heart
and we really wanna to thank you for making
us realized that there's someone beside us and we don know.
THANK YOU!

2008-03-23T14:19:00.000-07:00

Photos from cruise trip

2008-03-16T23:46:00.000-07:00

Commitment

came back from cruising on fri.
3D2N, together wif qian rui, eins and kea yee.
as wed was a raining day,
me cab-ed down to harbour front centre in the evening.
surprisingly, alex came to send us off.
though i noe wad's ur motive lah. haha.
though we were told to reached by 6.30pm, at ard 8.30pm
den we started to check-in.
the waiting process was so long...
everything was so wow to us when we stepped into the cruise.
but our cabin is a bit small lah.
haha.
den we were guided by a cruise staff, toured ard the ship.
den supper, taking many photos and back to our cabin to rest.

thursday arrive, the cruise was on its route towards Malacca.
breakfast at the Pavilion Room, one of the Chinese restaurant.
food was not bad.
den we started our day activities.
talks talks and talks.
we oso managed to tour the back kitchen of the restaurant.
den soon it's the fine dinning.
dis is the second fine dinning experience.
quite different from the one at Sha Villa.
2 hours to finish a meal but the food was really good.
nice ambiance, nice music, nice food. =)
after tt went to watch Street Life wif eins
as kea yee wasnt feeling well and qian rui stay and look after her.
the performance was awesome!
haha.

and soon fri arrive, we did nothin much.
and home sweet home!
photos will be upload soon i get them.
haha.

overall the experience is not bad,
get to see some areas of the ship whereby the other
don get to see.
managed to get some privileges.
though we get to eat 6 meals a day,
but i ate onli 3 meals.
haha.
so today nothing special happen but back to work.
there's a change of my schedule from tml onwards.
745am to 1145am den 5pm to 9pm.
den from next month onwards,
8am to 4pm.
is tt good or bad?
haha.

i realized tt i oso cant multi-task.
sorting out my thoughts.

2008-03-09T23:47:00.000-07:00

The moment

started a new job, worked at my house downstairs.
everyday 8am to 12 noon, 5pm to 9pm.
quite flexible, having break from 12 noon to 5pm.
basically went home to slp cos i'm super tired.
i need to repay my slp debt oso.
anyway leaving for cruise dis coming wed,
still have many things haven do yet,
and i haven start to sit down and think of wad to bring lah.
and i onli left wif tml and tues to prepare and pack.
watched the leap years the other day.
quite interesting and touching.
haha.
shall update more when i'm back from cruise.
=)

that very special moment.
that special date.
the missing ones.

2008-03-03T23:59:00.000-08:00

work.work.work.

i noe tt i haven been updating my blog,
and some ppl already rushing me to update.
shall update now. haha.
hmm... so far for the past one whole week,
i'm working at expo.
becos there's popular roadshow sales held on
27th feb to 2nd march at expo.
plus the setting up took up 3 days which was from mon to wed
and the tearing down of the whole thing which is ytd,
all in all i had worked 7 days straight.
haha.

basically everyday i'm facing customers, books and many more books.
hands are super suan and pain cos keep carry heavy goods
and gotta paper cut and scratches.
and my legs are super suan and pain until goin to break,
cos been standing for many many hours everyday.
when the moment i reached home, i onli wanna to sit.
and i need to 'slide' instead of walk either to the toilet or the bathroom.
i'm nit being kua zhang but dis is the fact.
and everyday my waking up time is 7.30am,
dismissal time at ard 10pm plus.
and smth bonus!!!
tingting, alex and eins came to visit me, yong ning and xuewei.
haha. was so surprise. haha.
at least they come, i can talk. haha.

ytd after tearing everything down,
sabrina, xuewei, yong ning and me went to ariport for sakae.
finally can enjoy a proper meal.
haha. after tt went walk walk, talk talk ard airport and
went to Terminal 3 to see see look look,
den all headed home.
haha.
anyway through dis roadshow, get to noe many new ppl.
weird one, normal one or mixed one. haha.
most of them are younger than me and waitin to enter poly year 1.
come to think of it, i'm old le. haha.
shall update if i have the time. =)

convincing and denying.
many many thanks for the concern.
many many thanks for...
and many many thanks for...
tt nite was really shocked, scared and worried.
luckily everything is alright.
waiting...
trying to be convince.

2008-02-23T22:55:00.000-08:00

the fun and tired-ness.

well, i had changed my blog skin again.
becos the previous one have some problem.
ok. anyway was away from home from tues to thurs
due to chalet. 3D2N.
actually i was already sick on mon le but still went to chalet lah
since i didnt let anyone noe. =)
i noe i should not do this.
met the four of them at pasir ris mrt station den went to buy things
tt we need for the bbq den follow by checking-in to the chalet.
this is the first time i spent my first day at chalet so relax.
lying on the bed, watching tv, playing mj and poker cards.
haha.
we went to have dinner at the food court den went to arcade and pool-ed.
cos i seldom play pool-ed, every hit is like no energy de.
those who are there will noe.
the experts are those two persons lah. haha.
den the whole nite was mainly watching tv, playing monopoly and cards.
slept at 4am i think. haha.

the next day is bbq day. woke up at ard 10am.
and actually some ppl nv slp lah. omg.
for the whole day didnt really eat much.
just feeling very tired and weak inside.
maybe is the effect of the medicine i took bah.
and tt nite we gave a surprised to the birthday boy.
i was so afraid tt our plan failed.
but afterall, we succeed!
hope that the birthday boy like the surprise and the presents we gave.
=)
anyway glad tt he feel touched too. haha.
so for the whole nite, i didnt slp.
went to accompanied the guys to watched soccer at ard 4am plus,
went mac, i lied on the table and i fell asleep.
until don noe wad time den i was awake.
den we were sitting outside of our chalet and waiting for ppl
to open the door for us.
and finally 10am, all headed home.
i really enjoyed dis chalet, having the accompany of friends,
making fun, jokes and laughter.
and i was many times being made fun of.
some ppl asked me to change my zodiac to cat or rat,
becos of some lame reasons.
and i was restricted to eat those bbq food =( becos there was
someone monitoring wad am i eating. haha.
and thx for all the concerns and care. =)
overall it's fun!!!

came back home slept for don noe how many hours,
ytd was coughing and whole body was aching.
and today went to aerospace exhibition at changi.
but woke up at ard 5am plus to get ready headed
to ngee ann poly for the talk at 8am plus regarding to the show.
left np at ard 10am den qian rui, ting ting and me
took the free transport from the sch to the airshow ground.
upon our arrival, it's really people mountain people sea.
the queue is like never ending.
everywhere we go are queues...
den it reminds us of queuing models. haha.
we saw the performance by the black knight. it's awesome!
den went walking ard the various booths, took many photos,
and not forgetting, we took a picture wif two ang mo pilots!
*happy* haha. they are so handsome lah.
den went for the autograph session of the black knight,
and one of them is zoe tay's husband. haha.
we wanted to find a place where we can rest our legs
and fill our stomach, but it just seems to be so difficult.
when finally we found a cafe, ting ting and me bought onli
2 bottles of mineral water and a bread,
it costs us $22. really heart pain leh. =(
some more we are so tired and legs are so pain.
and we keep laughing bout the bottle of mineral water costs $8.
haha. how silly can we...?
after that we thought of going back in order
not to clash wif the crowds.
but too bad, i think every singaporean has the same mentality,
there is a huge crowd at the exit queuing up for buses and taxis.
so the onli thing we can do is to guai guai de queue up... sian...
and finally we get up the shutter bus and
reached pasir ris mrt station.
ting ting and me headed home and i think
qian rui went to city hall.
haha. tired...
actually suppose to meet meiqi and the rest at bugis for
Louis's birthday celebration but ended up i cant make
it in time. so sorry bout it.

i was totally affected.
was told the differences between tears and cry.
was told to express my feelings if i really
cant take it, but i still choose not to show it out.
and i finally know wad is tears and cry.
i did tear tt day, becos of him.
thinking that it was over, but...
thx for the leg backing.
anyway, i don wanna fall into the trap.
becos i don wanna to hurt again.

i don understand wad tt pic means?

2008-02-17T21:00:00.000-08:00

r.o.t.

basically for the whole day, i had been rotting at home!
i'm not complaining, but i somehow enjoyed.
online, watching tv and videos, talking, laughing, sleeping.
haha.
for the past whole week had been going out.
being movie-ing, gathering, or...
haha.
fri went to ps, meet up wif clara and meiqi.
celebrated clara's 2oth birthday at fish and co the glass house.
as i had a bad impression of the outlet,
i ordered smth tt i think i will eat,
fish and chips.
as usual, cant finish.
den we started to walk to herren to take neoprints
cos someone requested. haha.
den walked towards taka, wisma.
and xiaoen and connie gave a surprise to clara,
and she is so smart tt we had planned it.
but afterall i acted blur when she asked. haha.
and i must say tt my estate here can be quite scary.
thinking tt reaching home ard 10pm plus is quite 'safe',
but tt nite it had proved me wrong.
took the same lift wif a drunker (i doesnt know at all after he entered the lift),
and he started to say weird things.
which is ?!
i was ultra scare and hoping tt the lift quickly reached 11 floor,
which the drunker stay at.
and before he went out he told me dis:
'hey miss, u don need to be so afraid of me, Singapore is a safe country.'
and when the lift door closed, going up to 13th floor, i replied:
'Singapore have such people like you, will not be safe.'

ytd went to city hall area and look for some presents.
we are walking aimlessly,
and we went into many stores and came out disappointed.
and finally... we gotta smth.
hopefully tt person will like it or love it will be better still.
haha.
den headed to ps. ya again for three consecutive days.
went to get the things tt we need.
and now left wif one more item.
haha.
den we started to have gals talk.
after tt headed home.
=)

and we had just lao yu sheng.
=)

too much console words will become repeated words.
too much thoughts regarding the past, will stop you from moving on.
too much why, will never led you to anywhere.
too much understanding, your vision will be more blur.
i might be a blind whereby smth i cant see for myself.
tt question i did asked myself and i just refuse to answer.
smth which is just impossible.
hou lai cai zhi dao.

2008-02-14T22:55:00.000-08:00

same yet simple.

today is valentines' day.
Happy valentines' day to all!
nothing much happen today.
every year is the same.
went out for movie, watched cj7.
as usual, start laughing from the beginning to the end.
and the cj7 is so so so cute can!
haha.
today everywhere is pack and flood wif people.
so decided to go home early. =)

if i said i am alright is lying to you.
it is impossible that i don get affected.
the moody-ness has reflected on your face.
and i do feel guilty about it.
the atmosphere is weird.
the people around us are also acting weird.
i'm sorry but i did lie.
and i felt guilty on the other hand.
i don intend to do and i really did not do it.

2008-02-13T22:07:00.000-08:00

cny preparation and gifts!!!

2008-02-13T21:55:00.000-08:00

after so long~

for this whole cny,
i go out almost everyday.
first day of cny,
as usual morning go to temple
den start to go for visiting.
this year is quite differ,
went to another house for visiting.
on the first day of cny, i received a good news!!!
my kor kor actually rom already!!! woo hoo!!!
congrats congrats!!!
i some sort of expected and i'm waiting to go for his wedding!!!
and gambled at my god-parents house.
lost 2 bucks.
haha.
second day of cny,
it was a tired day.
my mummy was cooking for the whole afternoon
and i'm her personal assistance.
and every year is the same routine,
relatives come, eat, talk and go.
haha.
and looking at my cousins, realized that time flies very fast.
third day of cny,
went to jt's house for visiting.
have steamboat and play cards.
no win, no losss, break-even. =)
den evening went to meet my lao ba and mummy for movie.

and for the rest of the days, i keep going out.
mon went kbox wif ting xw and alex.
all of us have the craving to sing.
haha.
den yn come to find us and off we go for our dinner.
after tt we walked around, played, talked and off we go home.
den tues went back to sch to collect money from lecturer.
den went to amk hub to meet alex and yn,
and off we go for movie, ah long pte ltd.
haha. laughing non-stop.
haha.
today is ren ri, everybody's birthday.
shen ri kuai le!!!
and i fall ill. =(
sian. block nose and i'm very tired.
went for the briefing regarding the aerospace show wif ting
and it was onli 5 mins.
sian. den lunched and go home.
tml is v'day.
shall wish everyone happy v'day!!!
enjoy!!! =)

i can only be your listener.
you are the first guy that said smth like this.
i was shocked and stunned by your words,
never knew that there is still someone like you.
i think you are categorize under 'extinct animal'.
i was stunned by your wish.
after two years so long, first wish.
i tried to avoid you but you kept appearing in front of me.
wad does it imply?

2008-02-13T21:18:00.000-08:00

Fine-dinning.

2008-02-06T21:29:00.000-08:00

finally finally finally!!!

finally everything ends!!!
exams are finally over.
woo hoo!!!

actually there are too many things to blog
ever since my last entry.
let me recall...
on 23rd jan, we had fine-dinning session at sha villa.
the dishes and meal were alright.
overall is a good experience. =)
photos will be loaded up soon.
haha.
after fine-dinning, went shopping wif
tingting xuewei eins alex and yongning.
all bought smth.
i bought a new top for my lao ba.
haha. he likes it. =)
den we started to talk while we are resting.
talk bout many things.
and most of my brain cells were dead after the talkin.
but it's actually quite enjoying talkin wif them.
haha.

the following weeks were busying studying and
preparing for exams.
though in between there's some funny interesting and
unexpected things happened.
and i actually lost track of time.
everyday asking 'wad day is today ah?'
before i forget, wishin yumei a
happy belated birthday. =)

ytd was my last paper.
and dis year i'm super last min.
last min shop for clothes, get a hair cut
and did spring cleaning.
i realize last min can
be a good and bad thing.
haha.
today is cny eve, just eaten my reunion dinner.
steamboat!!! my favourite =)
and the year of rat is comin very soon in
less than 4 hours.
wishing everyone Happy Chinese New Year!
=)

the late nite talk and conference
was a fun and enjoying one.
u all had heard my softest voice.
the secret let it remain a secret.
smth is better not to noe.
cong ni de shen shang,
wo kan jian le wo zi ji.

2008-01-22T22:10:00.000-08:00

Moving on.

and it's like FINALLY...
all projects are down and we had finished them!!!
woo hoo!!!
the feeling is ya-ness!!!
today had our last presentation DNA.
one thing to note is tt dis is the last presentation
tt i'm presenting to the class.
cos next sem the eight of us will be joinin HC.
sian.
and throughout the whole session,
i'm actually enjoying.
haha.
went to MICE lecture and it ended early.
so left xuewei, jiemin and me stay back in sch
to complete the brochure and booklet.
i love our brochure and booklet!!!
from 2pm plus do until 6pm.
FINALLY WE SUBMIT!!!
haha.
credits to jeslyn who help us draw the merlion
and my tt little turtle.
haha.

now i'm super tired,
legs are super suan, pain and cramp.
and lastly exams are around the corner...
study study study...

here our brochure

booklet

the moon hanging just outside of my window. =)

thx for the accompany.
thx for your trusting.
is that a mislead?
or an illusion?
i cried at that moment.
for the last time,
i really enjoy.

2008-01-18T18:17:00.000-08:00

没有感觉的感觉

5 projects are down,
and the onli feeling i'm having now is
stress and tired.
my tired-ness is greater than my stress-ness.
isn't it great that for the past three days,
i slept for a total of less than 10 hours?
nothing to be proud of but i'm just tired.
i'm now just too tired to concentrate on anything.
i think everyone feels that way too.

经过了这么多，我的容忍和宽恕慢慢地加深。
最静才发现我以往的脾气好像不在，
似乎好像没有脾气似的。
是好还是坏呢？
有些事情我很想说，
但到了嘴边却又收了回去。
我只能说，我已经做到鞠躬尽瘁。
能做的我都做了，不是我的我也做了。

为什麽最近的人这么麻烦, 这么无聊，这么有心机？

there's still 2 more projects to go.
going back to work.
=(

As promised: the classic lyrics,
我们不适合也不想人输，
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭。

有一种感觉。

2008-01-11T21:48:00.000-08:00

unpredictable.

ytd had biz law presentation.
was laughing all the way,
and i was laughing real hard untill i cried.
haha.
if u all are there, u all will noe why.
haha.
class ended at 4pm instead of 5pm,
due to postpone of lecture.
oh ya, ytd was oso the open house.
the whole sch was so pack and flooded wif students.
today finally slp until zi ran xing (wake up naturally).
so good and shiok.
went to amk hub not for shopping but for project.
did our mystery shopping.
and i saw smth i wanna to buy but do i have the time?
haha. i don noe.
anyway exam timetable is out.
i wanna to complaint!!!
i onli left wif half a day before cny's eve
to complete everything i wanna to complete.
and i don have much free time
to buy new year clothes, just judging
by the amount of work and time i have.
haha.
good: exams are before cny and we can enjoy.
bad: no study week. war-ing continues.
JIA YOU EVERYONE!!! =)
ok end of my complaint.
haha.
shall continue with my work. =)

for once can i scold fcuk.

for u if u are reading dis:
jia you!
just do your best.

如果当下我做出那个举动，
那应该是我最蠢的举动。
很庆幸，
套句老话‘有心就好’。
我们不需要你的报答，
我们也不需要你的感谢。
谁也不用感谢谁。
只要你有心就好，
最重要的是你要记得谁曾经帮助过你。
然而，我还是得说：
‘我终究还是败给你’。

我不是你的谁，
可是我已经超出范围了。

2008-01-07T21:43:00.000-08:00

All of a sudden.

thx ya! =)

today, had hrm and dec sci presentation.
at least there's two down.
finally...
and i'm now super tired.
haha.
but still need to jia you for the rest.
i think many ppl noe bout the bad news
regarding mc king.
a cheerful and optimistic person.
and now... gone.
life is really unpredictable.
but still, a piece of shocking news.
and hopefully it's oso a lesson for us to learn.

dis year wishes very simple.
*
**
***
it had already exceed my ability.
will i be able to find back my ability?

2008-01-06T23:59:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday to Me!

ya today is my 19th birthday.
for the first time celebrated on 3 days.
4th jan, 5th jan and today 6th jan!!!
due to project deadline,
my mood is quite affected.
anyway, firstly i wanna to thx
meiqi, clara, qiaoling, hid n minghao
for the celebration on the 4th jan.
i was told tt it was a bbq.
but come to think of it,
so little ppl how to bbq?
and meiqi told me becos there's so little ppl,
they called catering.
and i was like: huh? serious anot?
haha.
so we travel all way to pasir ris park,
near PA where we had our class chalet.
and... TADA!!!
not bbq but went to a restaurant by the sea.
it's call Beach Culture.
nice ambiance, nice food, nice weather.
haha.
Thx ya!

Next is on 5th jan, ytd.
firstly wishing Aiwei and Hweeli
a happy belated birthday!
ytd went back to sch for project.
went back bedok to meet the rest den
headed to s'pore conference hall for np band concert.
enjoy the second half of the concert,
especially the last piece. haha.
anyway, ppl i wanna to thx are
jt sharon weida huitian edmund sengtat yumei
for your wishes, flowers and present.
haha.
Thx ya! =)

Today, 6th jan.
Happy Birthday to me,
Happy Birthday to me,
Happy Birthday to zihui,
Happy Birthday to me!
turned 19.
and i was told tt today is meetin for project.
so i was rushing my way down to bishan
to meet xw ting and eins.
and... TADA!!!
went to have sakae sushi for lunch.
den went to buy material for the props
and headed to bugis to meet mummy and lao ba.
haha.
anyway, thx for the wished and presents!

haha.
gotta bluff twice and ended up is actually celebration.
dis year i have extra presents which are projects.
all i can say is jia you everyone.
left one more min and my birthday will be over.
haha.
truly appreciate all efforts and wishes.
and i enjoyed!
once again, Thank You!

thx for the memory.

2008-01-02T21:57:00.000-08:00

School reopen=term breaks end

today sch reopen for all students in
pri and sec sch and oso to some polys.
and for me,
today suppose not to have lessons,
but due to the ytd's new year day,
we had make up lesson plus crm test today.
all i can say is:
blind spot.
super super blind.
haiz.
shall open my eyes real big.
haiz haiz haiz.

January my fav month!
for dis time,
can i believe my feelings?

2007-12-31T23:55:00.000-08:00

Last day of 2007

Today is the last day of 2007,
come to think of it,
i had experienced many ups and downs,
feelings just like a roller coaster.
i can say that for the whole year,
i had spent it in a busy-ness.
basically busy wif school work and projects.
at the beginning of the year, already busy wif
countless projects and tt time i'm still in BN.
tt memory and moment spent doing projects
i will never forget. haha.
den came the BN class chalet.
the cooking, playing, laughing and accompanying
each other was great. =)
and i still miss BN. =)

soon here come April.
everyone is separated into differ courses.
and me went into hospitality and resort mgt,
class HB.
at first everyone is a new face to me.
slowly, getting to noe each other better day by day.
knowing that the eight of us will be separated from the class,
it's a kind of sad.
but no matter wad, i will miss you guys!!!

and this year i also experienced what is call:
someone you are close with/you love had gone.
it makes me realize that life is short.
whatever you wanna to do,
don wait, do it right now.
becos you wont know what will happen to
you or someone close to you the next min.
treasure everyone that you love and concern.

and i also realize that there are several
gatherings and bbqs i wasnt able to attend.
really very sorry bout it.
and many people come and go.
realize that the world is quite small.
all friends ard the world are linked.
haha.
not forgetting that my friends ard me who
had gave me support when i need help most.
and gave me courage to face the challenges.
thx ya!
last but not least, dis year i went oversea.
to taiwan.
a wonderful experience i can say. =)

overall, this year is a well-spent year.
though some of my 2007 resolution did not
achieve, but i had already gain more than i expect.
haha.
all i can say is all the obstacles i encountered made me
grew up bit by bit.
and i'm very content wif wad i have.

for a new coming year,
didnt really think much bout
my new year resolution.
haha.
but just hoping that everyone stay healthy and wealthy.
me have good results.
stay happy.
more money!!!
and world peace!!!
jia you jia you jia you!!!
haha.
hereby wishing everyone a Happy New Year!
take care!!!

hoping dis area will be replaced
by the special someone.

2007-12-29T21:18:00.000-08:00

People come People go...

Ytd went to do dec sci project.
initially doing Cathay at amk but alex's group is also doing,
den changed to Yishun GV but there's no queue,
so...
we finally made our final decision,
Causeway point Cathay.
me dis kuku nv go to causeway point before lah can.
first time been there.
haha.
so wad i did is counting ppl.
ppl come and go,
see until i gong gong blur blur.
left at ard 7pm plus
and the journey back home is super
'not so good feeling'
cos journey is so long and i'm super hungry.
..........
today went for band practice.
received our schedule for next year.
seriously i like the pieces played today.
haha. <3>now gonna to continue to rush wadever projects
i suppose to do.
haiz haiz haiz...
i noe i had been haiz-ing a lot,
but...
ya, don noe wad to say.
anyway left a few days to a new year.
shall enjoy. =)

questions.
some feelings i don noe how to put into words.
be it hinting or wad.

2007-12-26T17:05:00.000-08:00

Happy Boxing Day!

241207 x'mas's eve
though it's x'mas's eve,
went back to sch for projects.
but sch onli open for half day,
reason being, it x'mas's eve.
haha.
left sch at ard 1pm and went to amk hub
wif ting for lunch and walked ard,
den headed home.

251207 x'mas day!
Ho! Ho! Ho!
Merry X'mas!!!
spent my x'mas day wif yumei.
suppose to go sun-tanning at sentosa,
but maybe it's not our day or smth,
no sun but rain.
sian-ness.
den headed to vivo to get my formal wear.
den we spend the rest of our time rotting at vivo,
and ah mui told me to drop her more hints,
so i try my best to drop as much hints as possible
till i need to go at 5pm.
haha.
headed to north to meet mummy.
btw i don noe for wadever reason,
the train services totally screwed up.
be it the normal red and green or the NEL.
sian-ness X2.

261207 Boxing Day.
for dis year's x'mas my presents are see-able,
which means no wrapper.
haha.
thx for all the small small gifts and the messages.
need to get back to work.
jia yous!!!
=)

that stupid feeling come back again,
fated to see?
clashes... so qiao?!

Let the photos talk:

2007-12-22T22:11:00.000-08:00

Merry Merry X'mas!!!
Let the photo do the talking! =)

2007-12-22T21:45:00.000-08:00

Legs aching+ Legs ruan + tired

201207
Went town wif yumei.
shopping shopping shopping!!!
from ms to suntec to orchard.
i think we walked for ard 9 hrs,
don noe how many thousands of steps.
haha.
went to see the x'mas decor,
the big and tall x'mas tree at taka,
and took many photos.
=) will upload them later.

211207
cos it's project-ing period,
so it's also time for us to go down for some site visits.
went to Singapore Science Centre
and Swissotel ytd.
it's another long day.
standing for like also another 9 hours.
my legs are breaking and going to ruan
when the moment i reached home.
my mummy still thought tt i'd injured my legs.
haha.

221207
today is Dong Zhi.
supposed to make tang yuan together wif
my mummy last nite but i reached home rather late,
so ya didnt manage to.
anyway dong zhi means:
"arrival of winter.
Coinciding with the winter solstice,
it is an occasion for the family to get together
to celebrate the good year they have had.
Tang Yuan is cooked and eaten to symbolize
unity and harmony within the family. "
so dis year i ate onli 2 tang yuans.
haha.
anyway Happy Dong Zhi to All. =)
i'm now super tired and seriously don feel
like walking. haha.

that feeling suddenly came back.
all those flashback and moments.
out of no where i dream of him.
sitting next to me sharing the same water.
that super weird eye contact.
and it's totally omg! =)

2007-12-18T23:58:00.000-08:00

Problem-solving.

Endure. Endure. Endure.
during dis project season (which is
suppose to be x'mas and new year season),
everything seems to be like piling up,
everyone seems to be very tense up.
maybe not everyone feels it tt way,
but dis is how i feel.
trying to break through the obstacles,
but it seems like never ending.
there are always circumstances which are unforeseeable,
cant stopped it from happening,
cant predict it though,
we can onli accept it and try to find solutions
to resolve it...

Endurance... Endurance... Endurance...

the feeling is ya-ness.
simply becos my character is not
any gal next door type.

2007-12-17T16:45:00.000-08:00

advance x'mas dinner.

saturday went book fest wif xuewei and tingting.
nothing catches my attraction.
mainly see see look look onli.
den dinner-ed wif them
and home sweet home.

ytd went over to jt's house for mj.
wif yumei, sengtat, edmund weida n sharon.
already two months nv touch the tiles le.
as there's enough ppl to play,
so i continue to do my research on the projects.
and managed to play for awhile.
haha.
soon it's 7pm, start of star awards.
dis is my first time watch star awards wif
a group of friends.
haha.
the company and feeling is so good.
the shouting and yelling is so shiok.
and oso thanks you jt for the advance x'mas dinner,
cooking is awesome!
haha.
our dessert is mango sago and fruit fondue.
delicious!!! =)
left at ard 10pm and cabb-ed home wif ed.

you are correct.
i don like to reply your message.
if you are sense-able enough,
you'd have know that i'm avoiding you.
i don even give a damn whether u like it anot,
when i don reply your msg.
who are you to me, hello?
stay away from me!

some photos to share!...

2007-12-14T17:14:00.000-08:00

Term break=Waring time

today is last day of sem2 term1.
7 projects are to be completed.
1 written test right after new year's day.
2 weeks enough to do all these assignments?
answer is of course not!
haha.
i don noe how's my schedule will be for the next two weeks.
but for sure research need to be done
and returning to sch frequently.
anyway keep feeling very sick.
perhaps is due to the change of weather.
keep having terrible headaches,
gastric at some random timing,
and just now feeling so sick.
sign of falling ill?
btw received our results from our various icas.
ok lah. some still can be improve.
so must work harder.
haha.

everything is back to normal.
hopefully everything will stay in place.
no expectation, no disappointment.
so i don expecting anything.

2007-12-08T12:31:00.000-08:00

Extremes feelings

Things doesn't goes well for the week.
was kind of sad.
maybe no expectation,
will not have disappointment.
deep down in my heart i'm really very sad.
ytd's mood was super super bad and affected.
received a very bad news when i reached home ytd.
my mood is totally affected.
is like taking a 360 degrees roller coaster.
does my previous happiness days is a reflection
of the sadness now?
now i know all the 'suddenly' happens for a reason.
i think i would not have any mood
until things can become better.

if i am given a choice to choose which family i wanna to be,
i will still choose the same one.
will choose to be in the TOH's family.
you will always be our bad guy.
no matter wad...

how come can wait for so long?
why so selfish?
how?
from 4 to 3 to 2...
537.

2007-12-08T12:00:00.000-08:00

CAPRICORN WOMAN

A tall slim, cool and quiet woman.
Once she is mad she can be very fierce.
She can work better than some men and
she is very high confident woman.
In her opinion, woman is not just a flower or
decoration at home or at an
office and certainly not a weak sex who needs protection.

She likes to control and hide her weak emotions.
She will never try to change anyone,
but she will learn to accept them as they are.
If she does not like someone,
she will not comments or criticize but she will completely
ignore that person.

She hate plastic and an artificial flower because
it make her feel that you are not being sincere.
She loves real flower and it's scent.
She loves a guy who wear after shave cologne.
If you are a type of a guy who wear your Jean
one month before washing, or wear an old sneaker,
then you can forget about her.

She loves music and nature even
there is a rare case otherwise.
She loves to go picnic in nature,
so if you don't have so much time for her,
you can take her fishing too.

She is not as jealous as Aquarius or
Leo woman, but do not cross the line
O.K. Better not to see she gets mad,
especially in front of public when she feels like loosing face.
She loves to make up and dress perfectly and
very neat, so never rush her for this matter.

She has her own goal in life and does not care
if you have a doctorate degree or not,
if she thinks you are not bright then
she will not care about you at all.
She likes smart people by character not by certificate shown.
If you can not show her this quality,
go and take a bus and go to the next stop.

She does not like a dreamer who talk about his dream
but never put his hands in action to make it happens.
Don't bother to tell her 'everyone is doing
it, you should do it too', or
'I think you should do it, it's good for you',
because she will do what she wants to do only.

She is a neat and tidy person,
so if your apartment is a pigsty,
do not take her there.
If you go out on a date with her ,
try to be presentable such as nice and clean dress,
clean nails or else it will be your last date.

She is a cool type and will not nag,
so easy on your ears.
She is a slow but sure type.
She will always respect and honor you and
will never try to make you loose your face.
If she loves you, she will help you in anything you do.

She likes to help people and expect nothing in return.
If she asks you for a favor and does not get one,
she will feel very disappoint.
She has a high hope and a high faith and
beliefs in her own confident than believing in
'Luck'.

If she is your wife, you will have nice and
clean home and a gourmet cooking.
If your parents visit your house, they will be please.
She is a 3 in 1 means , a perfect mother, a perfect
housewife, a perfect wife or you
could say 'happily ever after'.

2007-12-04T15:57:00.000-08:00

Should or Should not?

lessons were as usual for the past two days.
nothin special happen.
ytd met up wif clara and meiqi for dinner.
long time didnt ctach up wif them.
dinner-ed at ichiban sushi at amk hub.
didnt ate alot but order some side dishes to share
and tt goes my dinner!
haha.
left at ard 7pm plus cos the both of them
were in a rush of completing their reports.
so me bus-ed home and on the way,
did some thinking, clearing of thoughts...
somethings i can nv understand.
maybe there isnt fairness in dis world.
some ppl say process is impt,
but somehow the end results are impt too.
i know tt no one can help me unless i change my mentality.
but i simply cant bring myself to.
i maybe a consultant to some ppl,
but i oso need a consultant for myself too.
is not i nv work hard, but how come will be like dis?
time to seek my consultant for advises.
the more i look strong outside,
the more weak and fragile i am inside.

went to SGH today.
cos my mummy went for check-up.
and i happened to see a guy look quite handsome
and it looks familiar to me.
my father oso saw a lady whom looks familiar too.
den my father said: oh... tt's Diana Ser and James Lye!
haha.
and i was like: really meh?!
and it turned out to be true cos whoever passed by them
tend to turn their heads back and look for a second.
and i actually passed by them twice!
haha.
my father and i was like: wow not bad leh. come to SGH oso
get to see stars.
haha.
tt's how kuku we are lah.
=)

can i not be your future classmate?
how many % of your words can be believed?

2007-12-01T23:14:00.000-08:00

Shop Shop Shop...

the day before ytd which was Thursday nite,
was rushing through my crm script and mice project.
at least two down.
ytd went to sch for one hour lecture,
den went to submit mice project and off we headed to
bugis wif ting and xw.
we made fun of each other and throwing faces for each other.
haha.
our crazyness!!!

went for band prac today.
met ym st jt for mac breakfast at tamp.
den headed to cc.
today my shifu wasnt here.
so quite no confidence. i don have 'dan'.
haha.
lunch-ed den headed to bugis wif
ym st jt yb.
lots of laughter going on.
managed to get wad i saw ytd.
one thing good is i didnt spend much today.
(cos i need to control my spending.)
while st n jt went back to cc,
left ym yb n me continued to walk ard.
dinner-ed and headed home.

i don like you.
becos i don noe u.
becos i disagree in wadever u say.
becos i don like the way u address me.
becos i don like ur attitude.
becos i don like the way u talk,
it's too chim for me to understand.
becos i think u have motive in knowing me.
becos i think u r someone not easy/unpredictable.
becos i think u r a flirt.
becos i don like to take the initiative to msg.
becos i don noe how to reply ur msg.
becos i don noe how to sustain a conversation wif u.
becos we don have a common topic.
becos u r demanding.
becos u r not the one i like.
becos u r not my type,
as simple as tt.

2007-11-28T18:46:00.000-08:00

In the middle of the week.

will be chiong-ing mice project, crm script n resume.
deadline will be dis coming fri.
everything is like half way done only.
sian.
and there's more projects coming up.
i seriously don wanna to count.
maybe count when is our term break is comin?
zi wo an wei abit.
can meet up wif those ppl who
i don have time to meet up wif.
and i wanna to shopping and movie-ing.
haha.
for the past few weeks received all sorts of news.
be it good, bad or to the extreme of both.
totally was like
huh? why like that? how come? again? omg?
is iz that we had all grown up and it's time to face
all these things?
and i'm still in my so called wonderland or lala land lah.
thinking that everything will fall in place so nicely.
(whereby i noe it's impossible.)
haiz.
wadever it is;
for those who had made up ur mind/decision;
wishing you good luck and all the best.
for those who are meeting with challenges/problems;
i'll give you my full support. jia you!

and for don noe wad reasons i'd been very happy for all dis while.
a happy gal having happy days.
haha.
i seriously enjoy my life now.
i love my family and friends. <3
and i don wish to have any changes for the time being.
=)

don try to convince me.
cos you will fail for sure.
don say things too early.
let time proves everything.

2007-11-23T23:13:00.000-08:00

Expected the unexpected.

dis whole week was a tiring and brain cell kill week.
reason being we had 3 icas.
all need to memorize.
and for once,
i didnt slp during my journey to sch for the whole week.
becos i'm studying.
haha.
we were told that my class will be going for IPP
during sem 1 next year.
however, there will be 8 of us be joining HC class
during sem 1.
so the 8 of us be doing our IPP in sem 2 next year.
and the 8 of us includes me.
was sort of expected but
i never expect it to come so fast and sudden.
i was like: huh? change class again ah?
every year differ classmates sia.
was quite sian after knowing we will be separated
cos i think HB class is a very fun class to be in.
quite used to everything.
we were told to make choices for which
aspect we wanna to go into.
and also we were told to write our resume
and submit by next fri.
actually there's a couple of things we need to hand up lah.
MICE ica 1, CRM call center script and resume.
haha.
within such a short time need to complete so many things.
haiz...

glad tt i'm still being remembered.
many changes took place and we never notice.
really sad for being separated.
i think i will miss the class very much.

2007-11-19T23:18:00.000-08:00

blessing.

received a news on sat nite
don noe whether is iz a good or a bad one.
at least to me is not a good one.
it's something amazed me for a moment when i heard it.
and following by a series of questions like
huh? omg! why? how come? really? den how?
u noe tt kind of things.
will not goin to say who is iz.
it's suppose to be kept as private and confidential.
he's just a friend of mine whom i noe
for practically ard goin to 4 yrs.
ya.
den something not very good happen.
whereby i don noe how's the situation now.
so all i can do just...
give my blessing to him and wish him all the best.

All the best to you, my dear friend!

come to think bout it,
i think i had made the right decision.
my hard-hearted works and it pays off.
i'm seriously felt tt i'm so heng lah.
heng ah! heng ah! heng ah!

2007-11-17T22:02:00.000-08:00

unspoken.

work are piling up.
busy-ness and tired-ness.
dis coming week will be a busy busy busy one.
all are having tests.
hey! i wanna to go shopping can!!!
my hands and legs are getting itchy.
haha.
for today,
i wanna to let my silence speaks.

《爱情转移》

徘徊过多少橱窗住过多少旅馆
才会觉得分离也并不冤枉
感情是用来浏览还是用来珍藏
好让日子天天都过得难忘
熬过了多久患难湿了多长眼眶
才能知道伤感是爱的遗产
流浪几张双人床换过几次信仰
才让戒指义无返顾的交换
把一个人的温暖转移到另一个的胸膛
让上次犯的错反省出梦想
每个人都是这样享受过提心吊胆
才拒绝做爱情待罪的羔羊
会议是捉不到的月光握紧就变黑暗
等虚假的背影消失于晴朗
阳光在身上流转等所有业障被原谅
爱情不停站想开往地老天荒
需要多勇敢
烛光照亮了晚餐照不出个答案
恋爱不是温馨的请客吃饭
床单上铺满花瓣拥抱让它成长
太拥挤就开到了别的土壤
感情需要人接班接近换来期望
期望带来失望的恶性循环
短暂的总是浪漫漫长总会不满
烧完美好青春换一个老伴
你不要失望荡气回肠是为了
最美的平凡

如果爱情可以转移，
你希望它转移多少次？
本来还以为可以像从前，
后来才知道我们回不到从前，
原来我们都变了。
变成最熟悉的陌生人。

2007-11-11T21:00:00.000-08:00

Busy-ness

i think the word 'busy' is coming towards me very soon.
busy over wad?
going to busy over projects,
busy over tutorials (which is smth on going.)
going to busy over icas.
going to busy over writing report.
den i will not going busy over sleeping.
which means i gonna to have lesser slp.
*hopefully not*
weekend stay-ed at home to complete things
which i need to complete.
a new week starting ahead.
more things and tasks are coming along.
oh ya,
i had a weird dream last nite.
smth tt is super impossible lah.
did i think too much bout school work,
tt's why i will have such a weird dream?
haha.

beautiful in ur eyes.
special smile.
sweet comfort.
is tt all true?
will i start to think bout u?
i doubt so. =)

2007-11-09T21:37:00.000-08:00

3 times

lesson at 9am today, crm lesson.
did 3 case studies.
listening to the lecturer's life stories
and she oso told us some general knowledge
of roses. haha.
and break for 2hrs for 1hr hrm lecture,
den break for another 2 hrs for 1hr decision sci lecture.
very sian lah.
den bus-ed home, met mummy at inter for dinner.
my weekend going to be super pack.
tutorials crm journal study for icas
blah blah blah...
24 hrs is not enough for me i think.
as more icas and projects approaching to us,
the lesser time we will be having.
dis reminds me of dis
"Time is against you, not wif you."
sian-ness.

手上青春还剩多少
思念还有多少煎熬
偶尔清洁用过的梳子
留下了时光的线条
你的世界但愿都好
当我想起你的微笑
无意重读那年的情书
时光悠悠青春渐老
回不去的那段相知相许美好
都在发黄的信纸上闪耀
那是青春失去记号
莫怪读了心还会跳
你是否也还记得那一段美好
也许写给你的信早扔掉
这样才好曾少你的
你已在别出都得到

brown white strips
brown~~~
slippers
DC bag

2007-11-06T22:29:00.000-08:00

Illusion

ytd and today are two long days.
ytd was 11am-6pm.
today was 9am-6pm.
very tiring can.
all thx to the public on thurs.
somehow i start to wish tt there's no
public holiday during weekdays.
if there is, which means tt we'll be having
make-up lessons.
and the timing just s***s.
both days reached home wif an empty stomach.
haha.
oh ya dis morning i'm super ma lu, pai seh lah.
a bit like Cinderella lah.
my slippers dropped off on the steps of the bus
when i'm bout to board the bus.
very pai seh lor.
but no guys help me take my slipper becos
all behind me are aunties.
haha.
had superhost roleplay ica today.
everything went smoothly lah.
=)
and i'm now super super tired.

如果我有不服输的血统，
那我还有什么是可以认输的？
谁也不记得谁是谁。
hello soccer guy! =)

2007-11-03T11:46:00.000-07:00

Requests.

ok. i shall have a proper update
(don say i nv update hor~ =) haha)
for the past 5 days,
as usual school for me.
wed was ah ma 100th day,
woke up super early and
headed to lim chu kang cemetery to pray.
after tt went movie-ing wif xw ting eins n cheryl. f
or the whole 1hr plus,
all i did was cover my whole face wif my jacket.
haha.
sort of wasted $6.50.

ytd school ended early,
stayed back in school to do projects.
left school ard 5pm and
headed tamp to meet st amanda and matthew
and off we to go tp for tp band concert.
the concert is super nice and enjoying.
went home after tt cos i'm tried.
haha.
shall go do my work.
and next week will be a pack one.

hope the dream don come true.
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

2007-11-02T15:07:00.000-07:00

UPDATED!~

=)

i'm just beside the both of u.

haha.

2007-10-28T22:46:00.000-07:00

un-believable

went for band prac ytd.
played bass drum throughout.
struggling wif the on off beat, half beat
and i almost become ice at the end of the session.
air-con is super cold can.
haha.
headed to tamp for lunch and walked ard.
den back to bedok to meet my mummy.
=)

anyway i saw
Mr Eric Leong (from bts) and
Mr Lee (bedok view pri principal)
in my sch.
and surprisingly Mr Eric waved to me.
haha.

dropped of an atomic bomb.
you don noe me neither do i noe you.
just let our status remain as: s-t-r-a-n-g-e-r-s
anyway i don need to noe who you are,
where you are from,
what you are doing,
blah blah blah...
you are the one who approached me,
so i choose not to believe becos
my mummy taught me not to trust and believe strangers.
if i trusted you, one day i found out you are a liar,
and i'll bleed.
i wont be a fool for the second time as i told myself,
i'll protect myself,
and i don need a police to protect me pls.
be it beautiful, pretty, smart or ugly,
compliment or criticize,
i'm totally not interested.
and no one had said such out of no where things/words
to me before.
words i see which i wanna to laugh out loud
and call for H-E-L-P!
wad a sweet sign off when i don even appreciate.
so wad if we are from the same school?
chey! ~~~

2007-10-26T22:56:00.000-07:00

Usual days.

as usual, school for the past few days.
had those group talks wif
qr alex ivan xw ting cheryl n eins during our 2hrs break.
chat-ed alot of things like ccas, relationships blah blah blah.
and all sorts of funny words and phrases came out.
and i was laughing all the way.
haha.

today ended school early and headed to
northpoint for sakae buffet (super last min).
now i noe who can eat more who cant eat more.
erm.. as usual didnt eat much cos half of
my stomach is filled wif vege n green tea.
den bus-ed home.
to suvin: ok i will take care of myself. meet up soon. =)

oh ya..
Happy belated birthday to cairong! You'd turn 18!
Happy birthday to chuan zhao and ebene! =)

paper n pen.
4 beat 6 beat
stop and rest.
my six sense is telling me smth.
smth is related, but i cant confirm.
is my six sense working at the right time?

2007-10-19T18:36:00.000-07:00

Cough.Cough.Cough.

one week of sch.
basically first week we didnt touch any of the tutorials,
so we were let off early but we had super long break.
today lesson ended at 10am and
my next lesson was at 1pm.
hello 3hrs break,
no where to head, really super boring can.
hopefully from next week onwards it will be a better one.
was happy to know tt ms Diana Tan (yr 1 PEM)
is teaching me HRM. haha.
oso saw some familiar faces every now and then,
when they were doin their tep.
i'd been coughing for the whole of dis week.
do you all know tt coughing actually make you feel tired?
i do feel tired.
and my voice change until don noe like wad.
those who noe my symptoms will noe how it sounds like.
haha.
finished the medicine but it doesn't show any improvement.
haiz..
oh ya for your info, dis is my timetable:
mon 1pm-6pm
tues 11pm-6pm
wed off day
thurs 9am-5pm
fri 9am-2pm
there's nothing i can complain about cos every week
i have a day off, and there's oso 2hr break in between
on thurs and fri.
most importantly there's no nite lesson. (heng~)
will enjoy my break whenever i have,
becos dis type of break wont last long when
all the icas and projects are piling up.
but for now, i'm very tired.
cough~~~

one more week.
missed the sweet offered.

2007-10-14T20:32:00.000-07:00

This type of close.

went chalet for the past two days.
had so much fun n laughter.
enjoyed every moment spent.
the food was delicious,
the accompany of friends were great.
the night musical concert.
but for the past two days
there's sign of illness.
coughin. sneezing.
i think i really falling ill.
haha.
sch reopen tml.
new semester.
means gonna to work harder.
haha.

tt lookin into the air look.
go kart~~~
a decision.

2007-10-10T15:31:00.000-07:00

Day 2 in Taiwan

2007-10-10T15:29:00.000-07:00

Day 3 in Taiwan (Part 1)

2007-10-10T15:20:00.000-07:00

Day 3 in Taiwan (Part 2)

2007-10-10T15:16:00.001-07:00

Day 3 in Taiwan (Part 3)

2007-10-10T15:15:00.000-07:00

Day 4 in Taiwan

2007-10-10T15:13:00.000-07:00

Day 5 in Taiwan

2007-10-10T15:10:00.000-07:00

Last day

2007-10-07T22:06:00.000-07:00

Day 1 in Taiwan

2007-10-07T21:42:00.000-07:00

Surprises

051007
had k session wif clara, hongxiu, yilin
n the birthday gal(in advance), meiqi at ms.
den dinner-ed at xingwang.
walked from esplanade to fullerton hotel,
took photos along the way.
chatted at mac.
topic is: marriage.
haha.
den train-ed home.

061007
celebrated meiqi's birthday at ps sakae.
wif clara, qiaoling, clarie, louis, jiahao n minghao.
as expected i didnt eat much.
4 pieces of sushi n 2 plates of vege.
and for the first time we used chopstick to eat cake.
haha.
den all carry on wif their respective activities.
met edmund yumei n huitian at ps,
den we walked aimlessly to search for air-con places.
we ended up at centrepoint tcc.
from 4 become 5, cos yubin joined us.
sit drink eat talk laugh for ard 2 hours.
dinner-ed at edmund's father's stall located at amk.
delicious!
and from 5 become 6 of us, weida joined us.
haha.

when can i have my security guard?

let the photos do the talking.

2007-10-01T23:58:00.001-07:00

5 senses.

The trip to Taiwan is a wonderful and memorable one. From wad i see, i can never finish talking bout wad i'd see, hear, taste, smell and feel in Taiwan, highlight some we in s'pore don get to see. For example, their sky start to get bright at ard 530am. it's real early ok. den their sky start to darken at ard 5pm plus 6pm. by the time of 7pm, it's entirely dark. Den their traffic is super messy. you have no idea which car is going towards which direction. especially at a junction, it is best to follow the traffic light. If we were to ask a Singaporean to drive on their road, i think they have no idea which way to head. haha. One word to describe: scary. Next is their mountain and scenery. In s'pore, everyday we see are HDB flats, MRT tracks and buildings. Once in awhile getting close to nature the feeling is really great. Our tour guide did told us dis: for those who appreciate nature it will be ' 好山好水好风景' , for those who don like nature it will be '好山好水好无聊'. does it make sense? haha.

From wad i hear is hokkien and mandarin. language is quite similar to s'pore but they don have those 'leh' 'lah' 'lor'. they have their ascent and i almost influence by the way of speaking. haha. oh ya, while shopping ard xi men ding. everywhere i go, i get to hear those latest music or songs. almost every shop is playing the same song. haha.

From wad i taste, their food is rather salty. i shld say very salty, cant use to their way of cooking. I can rmb, there's one day we went to a night market and we bought plum sweet potatoes which is actually sweet potatoes French fries. was asked if we wanna to add any salt or pepper. we chosen pepper and the taste is neither hot nor spicy, it's salty! haha. and i happened to order a fruit tea. thought it will turn out to be those sweet and tasty tea. end up is a cup of tea wif lime, lemon, oranges and it sour! omg! >_<''' really too sour till i went speechless. however whenever we go for lunch or dinner, they will always serve us tea. it's their culture anyway. ppl like me don drink tea in s'pore and i drank tea in Taiwan, weird rite? haha. another thing to highlight, i tasted their Taiwan beer. taste like those soda, soft drinks. the gassy taste will be tasted first den follow by the bitter taste. i think Taiwan beer taste better, maybe i like the gassy taste. haha.

From wad i smell, nothin much other than 臭豆腐！it's ok for me but not for my parents.

For the last sense, touch, i shall change to how i feel bout the country. The country is not as fast pace as S'pore. i can rmb when i was at shi lin night market buying 3 cups of fruit juice, i waited for bout 10mins. you can say tt they freshly prepared it, but at tt point of time i wasnt rushing for time either so i observed them and start to think... is iz their pace of life?

Everyday i reached the hotel, will tend to switch to dis channel, GTV, they showing 终极一家, 娱乐百分百 and all sorts of MTVs. the night before i return to s'pore, they showing these new dramas 美味关系 and 公主小妹. eventually on the last day, i had actually got hook onto those tv programmes and the country. sort of hoping to stay a little bit longer but anyway if there's chances, i will wanna to go Taiwan again. on our way back to s'pore, we experience several turbulence. i totally feeling very uneasy and uncomfortable. the pressure is going up and down. seriously sometimes i'm really afraid of taking plane. motion sickness? hopefully i can get back my photos soon. =)

waiting waiting and still waiting.

2007-10-01T23:08:00.000-07:00

Back from Taiwan trip! (Part 2)

3rd day 20th sept
Started our journey to Miaoli（苗栗）fruits orchid. sad to say, there isn't much fruits. suppose to go strawberry farm but there isn't any strawberry, so we went to a tomato farm instead. den we took a long journey to Chuifen（九份). It's a place located up in hill, the bus going up and up, turning right and left, luckily no one vomited. haha. It can be quite scary becos the lane is narrow and it's up hill. imagine~~~ but the scenery is great and beautiful. the sky is extremely blue, there's a division between the sea and the pacific ocean whivh can be seen clearly.

Den we went shopping. bought muchi(s) and some jellies. we had teochew fish balls for lunch. three differ flavors of fish balls. Den another long journey heading to Yilan (宜兰). dis journey is super long. 3hours. but along our way, we get to see the scenery along the East Coast, the division of the sea and ocean, and volcano! woo! i was shocked and stunned. two huge volcanoes just beside us when we passed by. den all of us slept due to the long journey. haha. finally we reached our destination, Shangrila Leisure Farm. It is another up in hills, quite similar to the previous one.

Checked in and we both families visited the fruit ranch. it was ard 4pm plus going to 5pm. we plucked and tasted fruits like lime, oranges or mandarins (i'm not so sure), star fruits and dragon fruits. of course all of us kena bite by the mosquitoes. haha. den we proceed back to our rooms. by the time we went for have our dinner which ard 7pm, the whole sky had already darken. it's like 8pm S'pore time. it can be quite dangerous as the route is steep and dark.

After dinner, we proceed to our night activities. all started playing 陀螺. they started competing between Taiwan, Malaysia and Singapore representatives, and the 陀螺 weigh 16kg! Proud to say that our Singapore representative won the 2nd (which come from our group as we are the one and only Singapore group). haha. As it is during the mooncake festival, Taiwan have a tradition of making 汤圆 and lighting 天灯. we really enjoying making our 汤圆, competing whose is the smallest, and thinking very hard of the wishes to write on the 天等. According to our tour guide, there's two items we cant write on the 天灯. one is ‘我要减肥’ and the other is ‘我要包二奶’. if we write dis two items, the 天灯 may not rise. haha. it iz true or fake one, i don noe. anyway we are the first 天灯 to be risen. beautiful!

4th day 21st sept
Left the leisure farm and we proceed to taipei(台北）. It's a rainy day. I really went to slp in the bus cos the journey is 2 hours. We reached a place called Shen Ken Tufo Street（深坑豆腐街）. As the street name suggests, the whole street sells tofu and it's smelly tofu! we tried one stall which is fragrant smelly tofu 香的臭豆腐. haha. it tastes quite not bad... but is just the smell tt we cant take it. Den we headed to Taipei 101（台北101). It's like another taka, shops are quite similar, very empty also. for your info, we need to pay in order to get to the top level which is onli 91 floor. So all of us were not interested and we started to take photographs here and there. Den lunch-ed at a restaurant and headed to Tamshui Old Street and Fisherman's Wharf （淡水老街&渔人码头）. Follow by Shilin Night Market( 士林夜市). ate their oyster omelette, differ from s'pore, but still taste ok lah. first time saw their MRT station, each station have differ and unique in their design. Den we proceed to our hotel near Xi Men Ding(西门町) and dis is the so call 4 star hotel. haha. For the whole day, everywhere in taipei was raining so was quite difficult to walk and shop ard.

5th day 22nd sept
For the day, we don need to carry our luggage as we'll be staying in the same hotel for two days. haha. After our breakfast, we visited National Palace Museum(故宫博物院), all the Chinese art treasures are kept there. den we went to a place sort of like talking bout feng shui. Lunch-ed at a restaurant called 蒙古烤肉 similar to Seoul garden. Follow by our last destination of the day, Chiang Kai Shek Memorial Hall(中正纪念堂), but when the moment we step out of the bus, it started to pour. all we can do was to quickly snap a few shots and hurry get back into the bus den headed back to our hotel. the rest of the time was our free time, so we headed to xi men ding for shopping. haha. Xi men ding is a big parade, every now and then, there's a junction. eventually we noe our route but end up we lost. we started to asked ard for direction and managed to find the route back. amazingly we shopped for 4 hours, from 3pm to 7pm. haha. and back to our hotel to do packing.

Last day 23rd sept
Woke up super early. 5am morning call. get prepared everything, left the hotel at 6am. by tt time the whole sky is already bright. had our breakfast on the way to 桃园 International Airport. our tour guide xiao luo sent up off and we boarded the plane at 9am. reached Singapore at ard 145pm. haha.

2007-09-27T15:54:00.000-07:00

Back from Taiwan trip! (Part 1)

Hello ppl, i'm actually officially back on sunday, 23rd sept. Didnt have time to blog cos there's 'so many things to do' and a little bit of laziness. The whole trip was great and wonderful! How i wish i could stay a little bit longer in Taiwan. Started to fall in love wif the country. haha. Due to some technical problem, i need more time to upload the photos. will upload the photos asap.

It is a 6D5N trip. Our group onli consists of 9 of us, and our tour guide, xiao luo. haha.

First day 18th sept
Boarded the plane at ard 2pm. It took off at ard 240pm, the whole journey on the plane was ok. Our first destination was Kaohsiung (高雄), it is the second largest city in Taiwan. By the time we reached Kaohsiung was ard 7pm. Ya, 4 hours flight from Singapore to Taiwan, for your info, tt day Taiwan actually experienced 台风. The moment we reached Kaohsiung, the city is raining. A bit sian lah. We started by heading to Leo He Night Market （六合夜市). It's similar to our night market, selling all sorts of local delights. Mango ice, pearl milk tea, deep fried sotong, smelly tofu (臭豆腐)! The smell is really... smelly! You can almost get to smell it from each angle n area in the night market. haha. Den we headed to our hotel aka 饭店. Not those very high class but at least they have all the facilities we need. First thing i did was switched on the tv n started to switch the channels here n there. They have over 90 channels and i'd actually lost in my switching. There isnt a channel i can stop and watch for half an hour or more. It is so cool can! haha!

Second day 19th sept
Our morning call was 630am, for your info, everyday our morning call is 630am. Need to get ready n have our breakfast n everything by 8am. That is our daily routine and we changed hotel everyday. haha. a bit like 逃难 rite? but we don carry our luggage walking ard.

We started off by heading to Hsuan Tian Shangdi Temple （玄天帝神像), Fo Kuang Shan Monastery ( 佛光山）. We had our lunch at Fo Kuang Shan Monastery, den follow by a long long bus journey from Kaohsiung to Taichung(高雄 - 台中). It's ard 2 1/2 to 3 hours journey. All of us did was SLEEP. haha. Den we reached Chi Lin Fong Hot Spring (麒麟峰温泉). we enjoyed bout an hour in the hot spring and we proceed to another night market, which is Feng Jia Night Market （逢甲夜市). Dis night market is named after a university, 逢甲大学. It is divided into two sections, one for food another for shopping. We spent for bout 2 hours or more at the night market before heading to our hotel. Dis hotel i must say smth bout it. It is so Japanese style, and there is a sona system in each room. haha.

My feelings:
there's actually too much to say bout Taiwan but i will try say as much as possible.
Kaohsiung is a city which is very hazy, like a city having air pollution. every road and street we passed by is fenced. they are upgrading their transportation. Almost everywhere i go i see scooters. Their men and women all ride a scooter. they can just park their scooter at anywhere they like, as long as it does not block the way. I also hardly see any Mac, KFC or any fastfood restaurants. just to share wif u all smth. In Singapore, toilet in Chinese we would label it as 厕所 or 洗手间. in Taiwan they label it as 化妆室. haha. will continue more bout the trip. cheers!!!

2007-09-17T23:36:00.000-07:00

Work. Away.

been working for the past few days.
both days were ultra busy.
keep packing the things.
going up and down.
legs are so suan n pain now.
ytd did closing = work as coolie.
start closing at ard 8pm.
left at ard 1030pm.
n time flies.
today went back to expo again to clear
up the rest of the supplies.
n we throw all the cds away!
which include
sun yan zi,
sun ho,
fei yu qing,
n many many more.
haha.

anyway i'll be leaving tml for taiwan.
will be back on sun.
n more updates will be made.
just finished packing not long ago.
need to slp soon
cos i'm super tired.
haha.
btw ppl, pls take care.
=)

my heart will be here wif all of u.

2007-09-14T21:25:00.000-07:00

last min.

ytd was working at expo as coolie.
carry tables, books,
countless stacks of assignment exercises.
standing, running, walking, bending,
carrying supplies up n down.
blah blah blah.
one word: tired.

dis morning woke up
both arms are aching.
so suan.
went out last min today.
went to simei wif yumei, sengtat n edmund.
bought a new pair of sandal.
25 bucks instead of 29.90.
all thx to yumei for 'sha-ing' price
den both of us benefit.
haha.
den we walked from simei to the bus stop
where yumei is going to take bus 8.
den from there we walked to the bus stop
where the three of us is going to take bus 31
which is at tampines.
imagine: simei to tampines,
tampines to simei den to bedok.
haha.
den sengtat went to get score from edmund
n i headed home.
haha.
oh ya btw i gotta my results.
all pass n i'm content.
haha.

i don lyk putting question marks.
can someone put question marks in my life?

2007-09-12T19:58:00.000-07:00

The company . cupboard .

ytd went shopping wif yumei.
waited for her to knock off n met her at inter.
train-ed down to city hall.
walk walk walk,
look look look,
cant find the sandals which she wanna.
den we anyhow walked ard.
didnt noe tt my phone was ringing as i was bathing.
2 missed call i received.
den ma happened to came up wif raw meats out of a sudden.
den i realized tt actually her refrigerator is spoil.
haha.

today spent half of my day wif godpa.
suddenly received a call from him
askin am i interested in watchin a vcd.
ended up accompany him for the whole afternoon.
though i'd watched the movie before,
but it's becos his my godpa,
i'll nv reject his request.
haha.
saw his past medical report.
3 stack of report.
12 yrs old start smokin.
50-60 sticks per day.
4 yrs ago stop smokin.
2 yrs ago removed his left lung.
n the story goes...
*bu neng shou de mi mi.*

anyway off i go to have my dinner
wif my lao ba.
haha.
chaos.

never say die spirit.

2007-09-10T22:31:00.000-07:00

Doubts

went to food fair on sat.
able to go in but cant come out.
everything seems to be the same.
all i see was shark fins shark fins shark fins.
sian.
den some more i'm eatin zhai,
so most of the food i cant eat.
can see cant eat.
haha.

ytd went sentosa for sun-tanning.
wif haha n qiqi.
totally don have the sunday feeling.
totally forgotten wad day n wad date for a moment.
took lots of photos too.
haha.
den from harbourfront we headed to yishun.
met up wif xiaoen qiaoling hid n minghao.
left at ard 7pm.
bus-ed home.
long journey yet it's a relax one.
anyway gotta sun burn.
my back n legs are super red n pain!!!
ouch!!!
random-ness:
i miss those poker cards days...

Love does not necessarily come from relationship or family alone.
Friends and all around us can let us experience love too.

money or love is impt?

2007-09-05T13:27:00.000-07:00

Routine.

these few days almost doing the same thing.
updating transaction price list.
1234567890
2007
jan feb mar apr may jun
jul aug sep oct nov dec
copy paste.

some things are confirmed.
shld i start planning now or...?
suddenly have a thought of going mia.
i'm thinking onli.
thinking......
haha.

“当我们面对不同选择时，总是难以做决定，

因为我们不清楚那个决定是不是正确的，

是不是可以把我们带到更理想的下一个阶段。

只要一朝拿不定主意，踏不出那一步，就永远也不会知道。”

“生活也没有多次彩排，重新再来这回事，

每一次的经历都是真实上演的头一回，

也是最后一回。

这一次做不好，只能说自己准备不够，训练未完，再继续做下去。”

2007-09-03T22:47:00.000-07:00

010907
was out to celebrate jiahao's birthday.
wif meiqi, qiaoling, hid, claire, louis, minghao n the birthday boy.
went to amk for k-lunch session.
felt tt smth is missin.
don really have the mood to sing.
at some point of time we just listen to the songs.
left at 2pm n headed to jiahao's house for mj.
play half a round n
went to look for my lao ba n mummy at bugis.
imagine the journey from woodlands to bugis...
i sat till my butt numb sia.
now i understand.
haha.
accompanied my mummy to buy the things which she needed.
n my lao ba actually wanna to 'sponsor' smth for me
but i rejected.
i oso don noe why.
recently not in the right mood.
mood swing? i don noe.
><

020907
was out,
went to temple to pray my gong gong.
den headed to tpy.
see see look look.
bought a new book.
title: 伟言耸听
written by dis ex DJ 杨君伟.
dis book has a very attractive n cute cover page,
n all are short stories.
meaningful.
=)

think i had piled up some of my work.
need to get started.

annoying butch of bitches.

2007-08-31T22:54:00.000-07:00

Weird. Disappointment.

Teachers' day.
went back to bts (bedok town sec) to visit the teachers.
hmm.. the concert was a great one.
but the students or i shld say the kids there r
getting bad to worst.
is the self-discipline tt matter.
very disappointed.

den went to the coffee shop opp the sch for lunch.
where we used to hang out after sch.
had cai fan.
den headed to THE CENTRAL,
a new shopping center,
wif suvin, yumei, amanda choo n edmund.
been quite some time
i nv stop smiling n laughing so happily.
took some photos too.
haha.
hopefully there'll be more meet ups.
anyway i think my memory is failing me.
keep stm-ing.
haha.

Wishes:
Happy Birthday to xiaoen!
n in advance to jiahao!

the unpredictable.