Our Path Of Love

Sunday, July 29, 2007

too much things happened.
i don noe how to put into words.
the type of feelin is...
super super sad.
burst out into tears when they said
"last word".
the weather is extremely cold today.
i will not forget wad u have told me.

learnt.

posted @ 5:43 PM

Thursday, July 26, 2007

Blur

no mood.
totally no mood.
my ah ma (godma's mother) passed away ytd.
25 July 07.
was shocked n stunned when my mummy called me.
was told to have mental prepare.
the rest of the day,
i'm blur.
don noe wad i'm doin wif my projects.
body is here but soul is at elsewhere.
whole mind went blank,
stare-ing into the air.
there's a few times
i really feel lyk cryin.

don think i will be smilin or laughin dis few days.
even though i'll smile or laugh,
it wont be a happy one.
there are so much things to be done,
n i onli have limited time.
can i have more time?
dis few days will be super busy.
pls pray hard tt i wont collapse.
totally not in the right mood.

time-less.

posted @ 10:41 PM

Saturday, July 21, 2007

Chances.

ytd went to do surveys at My Humble House.
now i realise that how high class the restaurant is.
waited for the diners to come out.
some turn us down.
cos they have meetings to attend,
rushin for time,
blah blah blah.
managed to get some surveys afterall.
some r so friendly n helpful,
nv noe tt they willin to help us.
the best part is we managed to get
an interview from the manager.
so sudden lah.
we r so happy n high
after we got the interview.
so high till xw tingting n me
cant control ourselves.
haha.
den went for dinner beside esplanade,
we r so high even when we r eatin.
den train-ed home.

today went back to sch to do project.
did quite a bit today.
den went to Conrad n Ritz Carlton Hotel.
so nice n beautiful can.
me n ting ting lyk sua ku lah.
eyes open so wide until don noe lyk wad.
haha.
den took bus home.

pls don die cos u cant.
i hope for a second chance.
3 years apart.

posted @ 11:19 PM

Thursday, July 19, 2007

Family n Youth ica 2 is down,
n don noe how many more to go.
let me count.
marketin
hospitality resort n leisure
2 cross culture
retail
1 more family n youth
all in all 7 more projects to go
n one more BF ica.

gotten back some of my icas n projects marks.
ok. i'd passed.
ya.
but don feel lyk talkin bout it.

anyway today went to CGH to visit my ah ma.
my tang ge n uncle were there too.
ah ma looks better,
not as tired as last time i'd visited her.
my tang ge kept jokin wif her n make her laugh.
she oso did the exercise which my tang ge had taught her.
my father n i left at ard 830pm.

i love the ride on my father's motorbike.
against the wind n
it's so shiok.
for a moment all my troubles r gone.
haha.
i really some time for myself n family.
i need some slp!
everyday keep rushin projects till late nights.
exams r comin very soon.
think i'm goin to do smth bout it.

rigth left.

posted @ 11:45 PM

Sunday, July 15, 2007

limitation. sick.

didnt really have a good weekend.
all thx to those who ruined my mood.
friday the 13th is nv a good day for me.
almost goin crazy n need to eat jing feng shan.
nv in my life time anyone had threatened me.
some old ppl cant think well,
cant get the hint,
i have nothin to say.
wadever it is,
i don wanna to noe anythin else from now on.
it just make me feel more annoyed n irritated.
is not the matter of givin or not givin the chance.
does the chance worth givin?

self-reflection.
admit.
no guilt.
thx for makin me stronger.
if i'm the one who u r aimin,
by all means pls carry on.

sick.
real sick.
i wanna some peace.

posted @ 8:40 PM

Wednesday, July 11, 2007

Ups and Downs

080707 sun
all thx to my blur-ness n careless-ness.
suppose to meet xw n tingting at 11am
to do BF project,
n on my way to meet them,
i realised tt i didnt bring my thumbdrive wif me!!!
omg!!!
rushed back home to get it n cabbed down to meet them.
n tt nite i onli slept for 3 n half hours.
thx to someone ya.
i think it's worst than when i'm in chalet lah.
really can slp anywhere.
haha.

sch were as usual.
i think i really need to work hard.
total catch nothin.
but i feel very sleepy whenever the lecturer
is givin lecture.
haha.
wad's wrong wif me man!

mon after lesson rushed down to Changi Hosptial
to visit my ah ma (my lao ba's side de).
for the past few days she cant walk.
took a long time to search for my lao ba
as the hosptial has don noe how many taxi stands.
we didnt stay long cos ah ma kept
tellin us to go back early.
haha.
ya, don noe how long will she need to stay in.
hope she can discharge asap.
could see tt she feels insecure n lonely.
she's a cute ah ma afterall.
=)

went kbox after lesson today (7/11) wif xw n tingting.
had a very good laugh and face throwin session.
haha.
now i recall the scene,
i oso cant stop laughin.
haha.
"hello hello!!! i wanna to refill tibits. Where is my tibits?"
haha!!!
anyway my old spec spolit le.
luckily i found out dis mornin,
if not can u imagine a blind walkin ard n bangin into ppl
lyk nobody business?
haha.
tt's how bad my situation is.
haha.

use ur eyes to see.
use ur ears to hear.
changed.

posted @ 11:31 PM

Friday, July 06, 2007

Some photos to share.

flowers to edmund from yumei n me.

yumei n me

edmund n us.

xw tingting n me.

HB Class.

posted @ 11:23 PM

Bad news.

went to do project at national library today.
kokwee's group was there too.
we both groups keep comparin the capital budgetin ans,
so afraid we had differ ans from each other.
all the numbers from 0-9 r all over the places.
see the figures till i gong gong.
haha.
den beechin oso come n joined us in comparin ans.
a heart attack session.
haha.
but very fun.
two small tables squeezed ten ppl.
den we ppl were lyk talkin quite loud in the library,
n were remindin each other to wif 'shhh'.
shhh... shhh... shhh...
haha.
almost everythin is done.
hope things wont screwed up last min.
prayin ~~~

recently received a bad news.
both ah gong n ah ma r hosptialise,
was shocked when i heard the news.
their conditions wasnt quite good either.
ah ma's operation...
hope tt both of them can get well soon.
haiz...

anyway dis whole week my mood wasnt good.
too stress up wif projects?
mood swing?
irritated?
i don noe.

hinted.
if don get it,
forget it.
if possible,
stay as far away from me.

i think i a *** too.

posted @ 11:11 PM

Thursday, July 05, 2007

Extreme

many things happened.
many things happened which i don noe.
i still have a lot to complain.
if u all noe who i'm referin to who.

today went to sch early to do business finance.
went to clarify smth wif the lecturer
n we continued doin.
hmm...
wasnt in a very good mood dis whole week.
except for today had some support
from meiqi n clara.
haha.
will continue to hang on there.

saw the sad one.
saw the happy one.
of the extreme.

posted @ 10:41 PM

Monday, July 02, 2007

sleep>study or study>sleep

i'm back to update.
many things happened.
hmm... cross culture presentation was bad.
everything was so not well-organised.
a lot of last min additional stuff.
scrap book didnt do well though.
becos of communication barrier.
ppl upset,
ppl angry,
ppl stress up.
for those who noe who i'm referin to...
ya.
for those who had concern, encourage
n bringin laughter to me.
thx a million!
think tt was the worst day.
my wu gui lost too.
was super sad lah.
thx to meiqi bought a new one for me.
thx gal!!!
haha.

last thurs retail presentation
was oso a not very good one.
i rap through my slides.
but i already have the bo chap mood liao le.
i admitted tt for the two presentations
i'm really very angry.
it's lyk goin against time.
time is so precious tt we cant just let
any min goes away.
but ya.
for those who noe wad happened,
they understand how i feel.

last sat went for edmund's concert at NP.
reached there early but reached home very late.
3 icas down.
more to come.
ytd almost spendin my whole day sleepin lah.
from 12am plus slept till ytd 11am.
den while studyin,
me keep fallin asleep.
almost slp for every hour.
was super tired lah.
even today revisin my hlr ica,
my eyes kept closin.
haha.
think i go anywhere oso can slp bah.

things which i previously so wanna to have,
so wanna to involve in,
so wanna to noe,
ya, now i get to have, involve n noe.
but the feelin is differ.
not as strong as previous.
the feelin is lyk,
whether i get to have, involve or noe
doesnt really matters already.
wad does dis mean?
anyone can tell me?
haha.

it's a reflection.
the truth is shown.
wad's the meanin of the apologise?
long journey.
the i didnt see u.
busy packin.
packer.
washin the floor~~~

posted @ 10:49 PM