Monday, January 29, 2007
away...
eyes are swollen.
becos i...
sleepy n tired.
surprised to see.
that is our media.
my opp is u.
was workin while eatin.
suddenly recall
the scoldin which received from u.
u sat at the usual seat
which we used to sit.
randomly choosen or...
it took me quite sime time to realise tt.
posted @ 10:39 PM
Saturday, January 27, 2007
Slient Mode..
ok. now at clara's house.
doin marketin project.
wif meiqi n yin yee just left.
haha.
*eat snake for awhile.
haha.
like the diamond flowers.
eight of them.
oso the words!
blink* blink*
haha.
ytd was down wif flu
and rushin the econs report.
ya.
last lap already.
hang on.
suddenly rmb my days when i'm
chongin my dnt.
the two Cs.
crucial and critical.
though it's our tough
we'r always filled wif joy n laughter.
givin stupid names.
and many more
just let the list carry on.
haha.
ok. need to get busy again.
haha.
i noe u'll be there for me.
no worry, i'll be there for u too.
haha.
deny is wad i hear from u.
glad tt i didnt choose to believe.
too busy to see each other.
but dis time we didnt
missed out each other.
truely, madly, deeply.
posted @ 5:37 PM
Thursday, January 25, 2007
Afraid..
today went back to sch for marketin project.
oso today is open house.
was packed n crowded i guess so.
seein sec sch students flowin into the sch.
guess years ago,
i'm oso one of them.
haha.
went lunch-ed at mos burger wif clara
den headed to amk hub the ntuc
to take some photos for marketin.
waited for mq den headed down to bugis.
*slient*
went to buy the materials we'r goin to use
for marketin.
dis time we really BUY.
haha.
crack-ed loads of jokes.
talked loads of craps.
laugh lyk mad ppl.
haha.
had pizza for dinner.
not hungry at all.
don feel the hungry-ness.
don noe why.
maybe...
i don noe.
i'm not goin to bother bout it
anymore.
i see no point.
point-less.
just let things remain as it is.
maybe i shall...
strength-less.
might walked away at any moment.
i don noe wad to say to u.
tt's the furtherest i can go.
if u don wish to,
no point me forcin u to do so.
so...
pls take plenty of care.
posted @ 10:26 PM
Wednesday, January 24, 2007
Busy.. Cravin..
ytd went to orchard wif clara n mq.
to search for materials we'r goin to use
in our marketin scrapbook.
end up we spent an hour plus eatin at food republic.
den headed to ngee ann city.
spent the next few hours in there.
all the handicrafts make me feel lyk doin.
cravin to do it
but i don hve the time.
too bad.
sat outside ngee ann city.
wind is blowin extremely hard,
the clouds are movin extremely fast.
and it's cold.
when i reached bedok,
i realised, it's rainin.
meet up wif my econs group today.
progressin...
down wif work n everythin is piling up.
but still have to clear it.
haha.
plans, meet ups are goin on.
now everyone is busy.
same goes to the rest.
shall continue to work on.
cant go back to the past,
cant go to the future.
appearin everywhere includin the keyboards.
j.k.l.
very random.
pls take care.
posted @ 5:14 AM
Sunday, January 21, 2007
mood-less.
no mood.
don feel any hungry-ness.
slp till don noe wad's the day n time.
can i don use my brain for a moment...?
can make things more easier...?
anyway thx to ed, ym, st, mh, mq n clara
for advice n encouragement.
a floor of seaweeds,
reminds me of u.
posted @ 8:37 PM
Saturday, January 20, 2007
Randomly.
think i'm too tired or too stress,
last nite i was laughin n talkin very loudly
without noticing.
was told by my mummy n lao ba.
haha.
sign of stress...?
i don noe.
but they said tt i'm laughin very happily.
haha.
saw u in the crowd.
wearin the same top.
puttin on the usual smile which i used to see.
previously, i didnt see u.
dis time, u didnt see me.
we just...
missed out each other...
again...
haha.
accidentally spoted.
posted @ 6:05 AM
Friday, January 19, 2007
Slient Mode.
already busy n tired till i don noe wad's the date today.
until yumei give me a 'qing tian pi li' face.
'Today is the 19th!!!'
ya. today. jan 19.
lesson as usual start at 8am.
acc lesson ended quite early.
had lunch den meet up wif my econ group.
do project.
they left at ard 3pm,
i stay awhile wif clara's group together wif meiqi
before i went to meet yumei at tm.
didnt planned before hand.
just randomly go walk walk.
san san xin*
saw fangyan at tm.
nv thought tt we'll talk to him so much.
nv in our sc sch days we'd talked so much.
haha.
felt better after goin out wif yumei.
at least i can escape from the reality awhile.
don ask wad happened.
i wont say.
speech-less.
posted @ 6:21 AM
Wednesday, January 17, 2007
Wad can i do?
i'm tired, so u guys are.
i'm stress, so u guys are.
feel lyk cryin in the train when i'm on my way home ytd.
but i didnt.
tryin to control.
just now.
i cried.
don noe i'm havin my dinner or cryin.
really cant take it anymore if dis carries on.
don noe wad can i do to make it better,
or...
i don noe. really.
tryin my very best to make everythin as simple n easy as possible.
but...
i don noe how long i can hang on to it.
but i have no choice.
*cryin*
pls do push me into the wall.
i don wanna to make the last move.
posted @ 9:03 PM
Sunday, January 14, 2007
Rain and flu.
been rainin for the past few days.
very cold~~~
clothes are not dry.
my mummy naggin.
down with flu.
again.
at least today still can slp till 9am.
abit later compared to the past few days.
ytd was super super tired till
my eyes were shutin at any point of time
when i'm doin my revision.
busy tired sleepy n sorry are words
i think i'll be usin till the end of dis month,
simply becos of projects.
my mummy played cny songs.
but i don have the cny mood.
don really cravin for cny n collectin of angbao
at dis point of time.
totally no mood in all these things.
i wanna to go out,
i wanna to conference on phone,
i wanna to daydream,
but i don have the time.
haiz... ok.
shall continue wif the projects.
hangin on...
vomited blood.
but at least now someone had
made me realise, i'm not alone.
posted @ 1:08 AM
Friday, January 12, 2007
Rainy Day.
was rushin project today after sch
den the whole afternoon rotted at mac.
wif clara,mq,louis,mh,jh,jg.
laughin, crappin out loud.
haha.
many nice n wonderful memories came back.
tt is the best time, when we were first knew each other.
haha.
due to rain,
was late for project meet ups,
was almost late for sch,
had made u guys waiting so long for me.
sorry...
didnt get much slp over the past few days
ya, due to projects again.
n tt goes to the rest too.
think it will carry on for the next few weeks.
physically n mentally on the way to tired.
the battle have started,
can someone tell me tt i'm not alone?
cos i feel the loneliness.
i don noe for how long can i endure throughout
the battle,
but i will endure.
mixed feelings.
difficult position.
feelin lost.
can someone lead me through the way?
as i said, i'll control myself.
pls hope tt nothin unpleasant happen.
were asked whether do i have a target now?
my ans is no at the moment.
no becos of wad,
but just wanna to let the nature take it course.
prepared n not being affected anymore.
being too nice till i cant believe. =)
don worry.
i wont repeat my mistakes.
posted @ 6:05 AM
Monday, January 08, 2007
Tired. Blurred.
was totally strength-less today.
as usual 8am lesson but today is
ultra tired.
the moment i sat down in the bus,
my eyes automatically shut.
ya, some of you may say tt
by now i shld have used to it,
but today... just too tired.
stay back after sch to do research.
seems lyk my research is nv endin.
n tt oso goes to the rest out there.
gastric pain again.
very long nv have such feelin.
haha.
anyway i noe i can tahan to wad limit.
haha. don worry.
fated to see u.
fated to see him.
tt's the nearest distant,
from where we are standin at the bus stop.
cant confirm tt was u from far
until u turned ur head.
surprised.
u looked across my direction...
n i'm just too tired to look at anything.
been quite some time i nv have tt kind of feelin.
we are just... as usual. quiet.
posted @ 5:21 AM
Sunday, January 07, 2007
Surprised!!!
firstly, thx to louis, meiqi,
suvin n shuwen for their wishes.
sort of lyk i left out u guys. sorry.
but thx!!!
haha.
ya, today met sharon cos she said
she wanna to pass me smth.
we went princess mac.
was rather weird in the first place
cos she said she's goin for project later.
den i was lyk hmm... ok.
when i came back after i bought the ice milo,
she had actually surprised me wif the powerpoint slides.
ya. her 'project'.
haha.
was very touched when i read the letter
which is in the powerpoint slides.
many things flows back when i'm seein
through the slides.
didnt expect.
haha.
thx!
den went to S21 for lunch
walked ard inter n bought things
which mummy need.
den headed home.
haha.
heart lyk straight water. (chinese)
posted @ 5:01 AM
Saturday, January 06, 2007
Thank You!!!
18th birthday today.
had a very special one dis year.
been quite some time nv hear
ppl singin birthday song to me.
haha.
really enjoyed.
enjoyed blowin the candles together wif aiwei.
oh ya.
Happy Birthday to Hweeli!
Happy Birthday to Aiwei!!!
thx to BN for the surprise.
was surprised n shocked when they
called for the two birthday gals.
was blurred at the first place.
haha.
n more surprise came up.
never expect u guys bought me garfield.
nowadays it's not easy to find garfield.
Thank you soooo much.
xin ku ni men le!!!
love the board of wishes as well!!!
stars!!!
haha.
really thx to BN for ur effort
n clara for another garfield,
as well as minghao for the tortoise (not sure wads the name)
haha.
thx ya!!!
i love n will teasure everything.
thank you BN!!!
today went to siglap cc to meet ym.
on the way saw edmund.
haha. wavin to them on the bus.
quite silly but i don care!
haha.
went kfc-ing wif the bandsmen
den headed down to tm by bus 10.
watched death note 2.
from 5.30pm to 8pm.
felt tt both of us r quite noisy cos
keep talkin bout wad goin to happen next
but i still don care!
haha.
thx edmund, seng tat n yumei for
the 'tong gong' (piggy bank)!
so cute!
oso thx to minghao, clara, kenny,
hweeli, amanda, sharon,
jingru, peiming, weida n many more
for their wishes.
sorry if nv named out ur name.
i noe who u r.
really appreciated.
thank you!!!
dis year birthday is a special one.
lao ba said 'Happy Birthday'
over the phone.
was quite surprise.
cos he seldom express his feelin.
haha.
my mummy bought cake
fruit cake, my fav!!!
almost 10 years nv eat birthday cake
on my birthday itself.
haha.
Touched.
Appreciated.
Enjoyed.
Thank You!!!
fated to see each other?
didnt expect anything from you,
but you are there throughout.
tt's enough already.
posted @ 7:14 AM
