no voice . no voice . no voice .
ado shuang shen already.
think quite suitable to sing
'si ge zi
"jian chi dao di... oh..."
haha. =)
u have the things tt i don have.
i have the things tt u don have.
posted @ 12:58 AM
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
rain . rain . rain .
cold . cold . cold .
dis mornin received a call from nyp. it's from ms diana tan lah. had to resubmit SOA. *faint* but anyway it's done already. on the way of recovery. missed two icas n one e-quiz. think have to catch up quite a bit bah when i return to sch. was preparin my speech, thinkin of wad to say. haha. it actually reminds me of our eng lesson last year. the preparation we'd done before the oral exam.
nv step out of the house for bout one week plus. (maybe have lah. step in n out of the house lor.) haha. quite borin. sometimes u think tt goin to sch is borin, u would rather stay at home. but lettin u stay at home, u find it borin becos u cant go to sch. weird rite... haha. nvm if u guys don get it. cos i'm expressin my feelin onli.
anyway i noe tt i have a lot of restriction. quite a lot of food i cant touch. but will think of ways to work it out. heard a phrase ytd:" jue wang jiu shi xi wang de kan shi." it nv came across my mind before. maybe shall be a new phrase added into my dictionary bah. haha.
wo xiang shou qi shi ni hen hao
ni ji zi que bu zhi dao
zhen xin de dui wo hao
bu yao qiu hui bao
posted @ 10:44 PM
Saturday, November 11, 2006
suddenly felt tt i'm blind.
real blind.
nv notice the other part of the picture.
why do i always focus on the
same angle,
same area.
tryin to use different words or thoughts to
discribe,
brainstorm
understand,
interpret,
& conclude.
but
no matter how many ways i used.
the output is the same.
'coldness' is
the word i get in the end.
why do the person who always give in doesnt deserve wad in return?
goin round n round.
really bein a fool/clown.
sick n tired.
really.
don wanna to be mistaken anymore.
simply too lazy to understand?
don wanna to understand?
or don wish to understand.
lesson learnt.
no more of dis stupid ideas.
just do wad you suppose to do.
determination?! thx for it.
^^
posted @ 2:11 AM
Thursday, November 09, 2006
pain pain pain...
pain...
pain...
pain...!
cant chew food tt is hard.
cos toothache.
cant eat solid food.
cos sore throat.
totally cant eat anythin lor
the pain just make me don feel lyk touch any food
even drinkin water oso very painful.
really feel lyk cryin.
ytd edmund came up to get the tickets for the concert.
quite wasted. unable to go tml.
=(
nv the mind. u guys have fun at the concert.
haha.
havin u guys wif me,
i'm really very happy n content.
always supportin me.
thx.
posted @ 2:15 AM
Tuesday, November 07, 2006
spendin the whole on bed. just couldnt sit or stand up straight. body still achin. n my condition now is even worst. more n more spots appearin. very itchy too. last nite just couldnt get to slp till ard 3am plus. wanted to catch up wif my studies but just couldnt concentrate. simply just cant do anythin. n dis is onli the third day. how long do i need to let all the spots disappear...? haiz...
knowin tt everythin is fallin in place properly. lesson as usual borin n tt goes to the tutor too. ya. sort of i can fang xing. oh ya tml my class will be havin the laggy old lady macro tut. omg. really can faint. good luck to bn class. =)
due to me havin cp, had to cancel some outin which we had planned earlier on. really very sorry. suppose to meet shuwen dis fri for kbox n now had to cancel. n the steamboat dinner on dis sun oso gotta to postpone. really very sorry.
saw ed's blog. really very touched. don worry. i will quickly recover.
n oso to suvin's tag: i will not anyhow eat things n scratch too. don forget i'm ado wor. ado had dis song 'jian chi dao di'. haha.
when i'm fully recover we'll go for the steamboat ok...? promise to all.
* my door is not goin to open for u anymore.
* it's shut at dis very moment.
* hence, met the right one at the wrong moment.
posted @ 10:06 PM
Monday, November 06, 2006
chicken pox.
Didnt go to sch today.
went to see doctor again
n yes, i'm havin chicken pox.
omg. through out my 17 years,
now, den have chicken pox.
the feelin is so terrible.
includin now when i'm writin dis entry.
whole body is achin,
could even feel the pain in my bone.
*faint*
cant even walk properly.
cant even stand up straight.
whole day lyin on the bed.
given two weeks mc.
cant go sch oso cant go downstairs.
cant eat seafood, dark sauce, bean stuff n etc...
onli can eat porridge, vege...
have to drink a lot a lot of water.
oh man. gonna to miss sch for two weeks.
haiz.
anyway, thx to all who r concern.
i'll get well very soon.
will try my very best.
take care everyone.
* miss my BN class.
* i'm touched by all of u.
posted @ 4:34 AM
Saturday, November 04, 2006
sick
as for today.
i'm sick =(
whole body is achin,
havin a bad headache,
n fever.
gonna to rest.
haiz.
is tt really wad u think n want...?
as expected.
no response.
posted @ 1:55 AM
Wednesday, November 01, 2006
Had oral com lesson at 9am n ended at ard 10am. thx ah... Woo hoo... BN class had a game of basketball today. haha. really lyk to do sports wif one whole group friends. haha. sound lyk so secondary sch when we were havin our PE lesson. arww... but i do really miss our PE lesson especially wif mr.sim... haha. anyway, today's game was a great n wonderful one. could see everyone united in a team. love tt kind of feelin. team spirit...! haha... i sound very high rite...? but i'm very very super super tired. not becos after exercisin. i really need to pay my slp debt. today was super super blur lah. stand in the wrong lane when i'm waitin for bus. omg. wad's wrong wif me...? haiz...
today meet up wif the usual ppl is cancelled due to upcomin test n exams. nvm. shall wait till the 12th. steamboat...! anyway dis few days had the type of feelin tt i'm gonna to faint soon. don noe wad goes wrong. just feelin very very tired...
tired.
need my shoulder.
but will my shoulder be there to be my shoulder...?
posted @ 5:30 AM