nv blog for days. shall update.
*250906 Monday
Went to airport for Sakae...!!! wif ed, st n ym. been cravin for a long time. haha. nice n wonderful...!!!
*260906/270906 Tuesday/Wednesday
At home for both days. watchin vcds. it's started wif a kiss. very nice n interestin. funny too. keep laughin. the male n female lead oso very handsome n pretty. waitin for the part 2. gonna to continue it. haha.
*280906
Received a call from edmund dis mornin. asked me whether i wanna to acc him to ngee ann poly. to install some programs into his lappy. ya. so i acc him since i had nothin to do at home. the sch is quite alright de lah. cos went there before last year. den tour ard the sch. the environment there is so so different from nyp. haha. but i lyk the Green Mall. the library is so beautiful, better than nyp one. it's lyk seven storey high. the infrastucture n atmosphere is so tt cool. haha. have each-a-cup. nv drink it for years, even since the one at my house downstairs 'dao'. den went to have lunch at the canteen. had yu pian mee fen. very nice n hua suai. 2 plus dollars one big bowl. haha.
den left np. took bus 154 to eunos. den we intended to take bus 60 to bedok reservior. buy curry puffs...!!! ed recommanded. ok. not bad. taste very different from the others. after tt we went home.
* smile if you'r sad
* cry if you'r happy
* wad if you'r neither sad or happy?
* when can i stop dreamin of you?
posted @ 2:30 AM
nv blog for days. shall update.
*250906 Monday
Went to airport for Sakae...!!! wif ed, st n ym. been cravin for a long time. haha. nice n wonderful...!!!
*260906/270906 Tuesday/Wednesday
At home for both days. watchin vcds. it's started wif a kiss. very nice n interestin. funny too. keep laughin. the male n female lead oso very handsome n pretty. waitin for the part 2. gonna to continue it. haha.
*280906
Received a call from edmund dis mornin. asked me whether i wanna to acc him to ngee ann poly. to install some programs into his lappy. ya. so i acc him since i had nothin to do at home. the sch is quite alright de lah. cos went there before last year. den tour ard the sch. the environment there is so so different from nyp. haha. but i lyk the Green Mall. the library is so beautiful, better than nyp one. it's lyk seven storey high. the infrastucture n atmosphere is so tt cool. haha. have each-a-cup. nv drink it for years, even since the one at my house downstairs 'dao'. den went to have lunch at the canteen. had yu pian mee fen. very nice n hua suai. 2 plus dollars one big bowl. haha.
den left np. took bus 154 to eunos. den we intended to take bus 60 to bedok reservior. buy curry puffs...!!! ed recommanded. ok. not bad. taste very different from the others. after tt we went home.
* smile if you'r sad
* cry if you'r happy
* wad if you'r neither sad or happy?
* when can i stop dreamin of you?
posted @ 2:30 AM
Sunday, September 24, 2006
*230906
Went to Chinatown on saturday. actually intended to go to newton for dinner wif my mum but we last min change our mind. in fact it's the 'liang deng' for the mooncake festival at Chinatown on saturday. so ya. quite crowded. went to have dinner. suddenly craving for chicken rice from tt famous stall. but too crowded. haha... so we went to people's park market instead. but before tt my mum bought some mooncake. haha. my fav are the 'wu ren', 'lian rong plus gua zi' and the 'zhu zai bing'. but everytime my mum buy i don get to eat. there's a year i didnt get to eat any cos i'm slow. haha. but frankly speakin i don really lyk to eat mooncake lah. cos fillings very sweet... i don lyk. onli love the 'zhu zai bing!'
Had da pai dang = hawker for dinner. had banmian, jiao zi, lau goh teochew carrot cake (very nice! *two thumbs up*), century egg+peanuts porridge (oso very tasty) n sugar cane. haha... very full. den we headed to the area where the 'liang deng' is gonna to take place. i love the ambience!!! though it's crowded but i love the feeling. everyone is countin down together. n blah blah blah... it's lyk no matter how long u gotta to wait for the guest of hounor to arrive n how tiring u are standing, but when the moment u see the fireworks n the lightin up of the decors, everything is lyk... phew... IT"S WORTH IT!!! haha. took some pic but it's very blur. cos i'm standin quite far away from the centre stage. but anyway. i enjoy!!!
*240906
Whole day rottin at home watchin vcds. haha... been quite sometime didnt slack till lyk tt. really very borin. haha.
* can i consider myself lucky n fortunate?
* the most i can do is to help u to lighten ur burden.
* i will play my role n so do u.
posted @ 6:18 PM
Friday, September 22, 2006
one year had passed.
enzymes
photosynthesis
diffusion
osmosis
respiration
cytoplasm
lipase
protease
moment
work done
light
power
potential energy
G. X. U. V. I. M. R.
blah blah...
ya. all the biology n physics things.
nv touch it for almost a year.
it's rusty now.
had a brain crackin session today.
haha.
but i enjoy it.
all the things we had learnt before came back.
includin the happiness tt we had durin bio n phys lesson.
* smile
three pillars in my life.
mummygodmagodpa
if any one of it collapse,
i'll be lost.
very very very lost...
can i be selfish for the time being...?
just let the three pillars to be by my side...
though i noe they will leave me one day.
but now i'll gotta to be face all the problems myself
i wont escape from the reality anymore
* being noticify which is not suppose to know
* i need my shoulder...
* till the day i've found my shoulder who i can depend on.
posted @ 6:54 AM
Thursday, September 21, 2006
Went for mahjong session at jt's house ytd. wif edmund, sengtat n yumei. nv win nv loss. but gotta a hang wif the game. haha. left at ard 9pm den we walked to tm for dinner. after tt acc edmund to the ntuc at tm den jt, st n ym went off. edmund wanted to buy ham n chesse from ntuc but it's close so eventually we took cab home. cos we were all very tired. brain cells all dead. edmund was right. it's worst than takin my stats paper. but it's more fun than takin stats paper lah. haha.
i saw the smses.
it seems to be lyk....
a dream.
tt's all i can say.
the moment u wake up, things happened in the dream seems nothin to u anymore.
or maybe i shld say the happy moments shld be remembered.
anyway, i'm on track.
suddenly reminds me of mr teng, tt ba teng. " Wake up! Wake up! It's time to wake up!" haha. still rmb when we were in sec 3 durin our DnT lesson, tt's he fav phrase. haha.
* being an outsider, sees things clearer n better.
* a pack of lies or it's really comes out from your heart.
* it doesnt really matters at all already.
* really...
posted @ 12:44 AM
Tuesday, September 19, 2006
*180906
Went to marina bay wif my BN class. it's been quite sometimes we nv meet up. haha. anyway it's connie's birthday. Happy birthday gal!!! wanted to fly kite but it's rainin. a bit disappointed. after tt we went newton for dinner. had rojak. haha. anyway i was quite blur tt day. still couldnt figure out how come i'll alight at the wrong mrt station. haiz. but luckily i was alone so no one find it weird. haha.
*190906
Went out yumei. went to town area. from ps all the way to orchard. went to catch a movie. Singapore Dreaming. ok lah. the story plot was quite average. basically talkin bout Singaporeans' life. den walk ard the area. ard 3 months plus didnt go to town area. a lot of changes. haha. had Central for our tea break. haha. nv thought of havin high tea. haha... quite deli the food there. shall have dinner sometimes at Central. was quite tired ytd. haha. goin out later to jt's house for ma-jiang session. haha. wif edmund n yumei. haha.
* used to something n u tend to forget the others.
* wad does it mean when u see something again which u had given up...?
* it takes me a min to recall the place.
posted @ 9:07 PM
Sunday, September 17, 2006
WooHoo...!!! i saw my idol...!!! it's totally so qiao. gotta to a chance to see him. nv fail to grab the chance if i had. haha... happened to see him when i was on my way out. woohoo...!!! saw quite a number of ppl today. my idol, liang yi qing from yong bu yan bai, nv say die the show. den my relative, ah ping jie jie. recognise her from far. my pri sch teacher, ms judy chan n her husband. den wu gang's son. saw him for the second time dis week. haha... quite nice lookin. very tanned. haha... ya. there's somemore... couldnt rmb.
anyway went to market dis mornin wif mummy. the uncles n aunties seems lyk they didnt see me for quite sometime. all seems to be so happy when they saw me. weird. gotta teased by johnthan's mother. omg. she noes wad i wanna to say. haha...
happened to sat next to a table of mothers whom were talkin bout 'education'. it's extreamly borin. been listenin to such 'lectures' for don noe how many years from all kinds of channels. the topic is always the same. can the mothers be more creative a little more...? wad's the point of lecturin ur kids at the age of ard 13 14 15. whereby they already had their own thinkin, their own dreams. no point forcin or pourin ur own way of thinkin into their brain. they just wont get it. den further on the mothers will take their kids to compare wif others. in terms of results ( tt's for sure), talants n many more...
All i could say. just face the reality. though it's cruel. dis is part n parcel of life. we cant escape. it depends on the individual. how do they handle the problem. haha... anyway dis shld be blogged out long time ago. nvm. just suddenly rmb those problems above which my friends n me encountered before last time. just felt lyk smilin at the past n lookin forward for the future.
* will i follow their steps...?
* everything is back to normal.
* feelings fade
* don wanna history to be repeated.
posted @ 6:32 AM
Wednesday, September 13, 2006
creation creation creation
Was out the whole day ytd. went to bugis wif yumei. ya. wad we did...? shoppin...! but i think i buy the most. haha... took train down to bugis instead of bus. been quite sometime nv take train. 3 months plus...? not sure. den we went bugis streets first. bought the toasted bread, had the kaya spread n butter. 3 for 2 bucks. quite similar wif ah kun. wanted to shop at there first but the shops were lyk all not open so we went bugis junction first instead. mainly shop for tops. saw a top. long sleeve.white. $29.90. at egde. very nice. but didnt buy after i think twice. don wanna to made any rush decision. n oso don wanna to regret after buyin it. but quite alright lah. most of the tops we saw ytd the price range is ard $24 - $30. haha... den bought a few storage boxes. these few days went out shoppin my legs get tired very easily whereby last time it wont. nvm. shall train more. haha... anyway ytd the two of us were very mi mi hu hu. words come out from our mouth doesnt make sense at all. but we understand. haha... crazy gals...!
den we saw mdm liza when we were on our way to bugis streets. her question. "Wad r u all doin here?" den yumei replied, "Shoppin lor...!" haha... den bought a necklace from diva. $13. bought 2 tops at bugis streets for 20 bucks. ok lah. the price quite reasonable. den we walked towards OG. haha... not goin to OG lah. but goin to a bi(ice) shop to eat ice. haha. forgotten wad's the name of the shop but it's opp of sim lim square. we ate ice wif a mixture of fruits. of course there's mango. cos it's yumei's fav. very deli. after tt went to sim lim square to buy my printer ink. den we continue shoppin ard as we were waitin for edmund n sengtat at the same.
met edmund n sengtat at 6.30pm. they were early. haha. had creation for dinner. second time havin it. haha... dis time round i ate the seafood. very deli. den had their brownies wif ice - cream. a little too sweet for me liao le. haha... but still very nice. den we went off. yumei n sengtat walked to the bus stop to take 23. edmund n me took cab back. reached home ard 8pm plus. everyone was lyk askin "how come so early come back...?" *faint* don noe wad to say.
anyway i gotta my results ytd. was very contented wif it. THANK YOU.
* it took me quite some time to realise it. simply bcos wo bu zai hu ye bu fang zai xin shang.
* the more things u keep, the lesser space u have.
* if it's the things tt suppose to be throw away, just throw.
* no longer followin my heart to make decision.
* i'm usin my mind.
posted @ 7:46 PM
Tuesday, September 12, 2006
cleanin up
Suppose to wake up early dis mornin but i overslept. omg...! repayin my slp debt. had a cleanin up session today. clear the cupboard n the drawers. loads n loads of things needed to be clear. saw the things or shld i say presents, memories came across my mind. bits n pieces. felt lyk laughin at the past. it's lyk... foolish n silly...? but anyway i cant rmb wad the presents were meant for. sorry. i gotta smt. haha... nvm. there's still a lot of things to be thrown away.
From yumei: treat every guy as the last one. but if the current one treat u badly, look forward for a better one. haha...
From cairong: can forget all the unplesant memories but forget not where is the ATM. haha...
suppose to post it long time ago but forgotten.
1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you..
2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.
3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.
5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.
6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with y our smile.
7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.
8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.
9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.
10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.
11. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.
12. Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.
13. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.
WHATEVER HAPPENS, HAPPENS FOR A REASON.
posted @ 3:10 AM
Sunday, September 10, 2006
Photos took on 7th Sept 2006 at 85!!!
posted @ 7:20 PM
*090906
hey hey...! had our dressy day ytd. wif sharon, suvin n shuwen. amanda n yumei cant make it due to band. anyway, ytd noon met shuwen at inter first den we headed down to marine parade for kbox...! haha... we sang till we went high. keep biaoin our gao ying. haha... sang a lot of songs. songs by jolin, wong lee hong, jay, sam lee, SHE, tanya, fish leong n many many more. very few sad emo songs we sang. cos we were very high n happy. not forgettin shuwen's fav song Scandal. we kept repeatin. haha. sang till ard 5pm plus den went to the bus stop to wait for sharon.
den the four of us took 196 to marina square. ate dinner till ard 9pm den shop ard. saw a lot of nice clothes. *hand itchy* haha... shall look ard other places first before i make my final decision. den took photos. nv fail takin photos whenever we gathered. den we went off. took bus 14 back home. omg. reached area was already 1145pm. the walkway to the lift was so quiet n dark.
*100906
did nothin much today. uploaded the photos we took ytd. den wasted my whole afternoon to someone who is so kind. tt uncle. if u wanna to come up to my house can u let my lao ba noe one or two days before hand. it was so last min. the uncle called my lao ba n told him tt he'll be reachin in half an hour time n i'm busy doin my things. wth... he reached in one and an half hour instead of half an hour. wastin my time waitin. don even dare to cook the instant noodle afraid tt the uncle might come at anytime. wth...! den dealin wif the com was the worst part. since u already click ok so wad the point of askin for my opinion...? u'r an expert, i'm not. forget it. my blood is boilin. hope the next time the uncle come he will let my father noe before hand. sickenin n irritratin. arghhh...!
simply just dislike things to be done last min.
posted @ 4:06 AM
Friday, September 08, 2006
*070906
was quite busy in the afternoon. went to meet eugene at my house downstairs to talk bout the job he's intoducin. it's actually the same job i went down for an interview in 9 months ago. which is after my o's exams...? haha... anyway not interested in the job in the first place so no point convicin me to accept it again. so it's not a problem. btw i keep smilin to the both of them. eugene n his senior. lyk retarded. omg. cos it's quite rude to tell them straight into their face tt i'm not interested. anyway nvm.
den went to meet edmund n the rest at 85 at ard 7pm. ya. the usual group of ppl. haha... ate ah ballin. which is tuan yuan. don noe spell correct not. haha. den crappin, laughin non stop at each other n photo takin...! shall post the photos once i get it. haha... den left at ard 8pm plus. walked back together wif edmund n suvin. oso accompany suvin to take bus. haha...
*080906
went out wif cai rong today. been quite a while didnt go out wif her. haha... took a lot of photos. went to explanade tt area. from suntec to marina square to explanade den to city link mall. keep walkin ard these four places. haha. den went to marina square shoppin. saw meiqi at tinkerbell. she's workin. went in to say hi n chat for a while n left. cos don wanna to disturb her workin. haha...
den rong n me went in to POA (People Of Asia). saw the shoes n the top. we wanna to buy. but gotta to save money first. haha... hey gal, we must go buy together wor. don forget wor. haha... den bought some stuff den headed home. along our way to the bus stop there's a lot of sunflowers. haha... very beautiful...! den reached downstairs at ard 8pm plus. den sent rong to her lift there cos there's a guy smokin den keep lookin at us. so accompany her to wait for the lift. but fortunately there's quite a number of ppl oso takin he lift so i left first. haha...
ok shall stop here. bye bye. take care ppl...!
posted @ 7:57 AM
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
woke up at ard 9am. didnt do anythin much today. as usual slackin the whole day. mornin rong sms me to accompany her to the library. den waited for her till ard 4pm den went to her block there to meet her. den we see see look look ard at inter den went home. den went to cook soup cos mummy today work overtime nv cook. den went to wash clothes n stuff. just finish my dinner. very tired.
tml will be a long day for me. haiz. btw gonna to meet edmund n the rest tml at 85 market. haha... see u guys tml evenin...!
posted @ 6:17 AM
Tuesday, September 05, 2006
woke up at ard 10am today. cos last nite ate medicine den head gong gong blur blur de. haiz. as usual slackin the whole day. den afternoon went to meet mummy at pasir ris. went to library. cos at home nothin to do so go out for awhile. den came back slack for awhile den waited for lao ba to go joggin together. finally gotta met him on the track. haha... the previous time didnt get to meet him. haha... anyway just finish dinner not long ago. haha...
talked to cairong ytd nite. den realise last thrus, 31 aug, smth happened. life is short. treasure your family n your love ones before they are gone forever. don lyk the feelin when someone is gone. haiz.
shockin
upset
everyone would do smth wrong,
it depends on tt person whether he/her realise the mistakes
posted @ 6:24 AM
Monday, September 04, 2006
Down wif flu today.
stupid nose.
need a plumber urgently.
didnt go out today.
whole day lyk doin nothin.
aimlessly...
now listenin to jay's feng.
memories came into my mind.
lookin through the photos in my lappy,
all sort of feelings arise.
happy
sad
heartbreak
silly
funny
crappy
lame...
realize smth
we'd changed.
our mind set changed,
the way we see things changed
our feelings changed
the only thing tt remain unchange is the place.
realize tt actually been standin in the junction...
as to compared to them,
i'm actually the lucky one.
been followin my heart all dis while.
now shld follow my mind.
don lyk keep repeatin myself.
somethings i might not able to help anymore.
shld try to help yourself, motivate yourself, cheer up yourself.
life tt i'm havin now may not be the best,
but at least i'm contented.
no regrets.
lookin forward for a better life.
i'll leave the door open.
but it might not be the same as last time.
full stop.
posted @ 1:53 AM
Sunday, September 03, 2006
020906
Went to have dinner at blk 511 wif the usual clique. these are photos tt we took last nite. ate staty, rojak, nasi lemak(the guys ate), yao zi mian xian, salmon rice, sweet n sour chicken rice, sweet n sour slice fish rice... haha... as usual crappin all the way n laughs. den after tt is photo takin session. *flash*flash* haha... den we walked towards inter. the distance was quite a short one. den the guys went to play pool i think. den we the four gals went to princess mac instead. den talk till bout 1015pm. den went back home. havin another gatherin dis comin thurs at 85 market. haha. see u all guys...! haha...
posted @ 6:27 AM
Things had been repeated
Last nite on the way back home from inter, jeremy n guoen called. one after another. ya. we had conference. out of a sudden these two guys called at the same time. smth weird. after awhile i den get to noe wad's happenin. it's the same topic again. bgr.
jeremy n his gf had broke up for bout one month plus. accordin to him. he asked for a patch wif his gf but his gf rejected. so he called me.
Actually been repeatin dis for n times. sometimes wad has done had already been done. till u'd lost ur love ones den u wanna to treasure, it's lyk a bit too late already. why cant treasure her/him when u all r together...? why do ppl always regreted at the end for not treatin the other party better...? wad's the point of givin the second chance when you didnt even treasure it in the first place...?
of course i hope tt jeremy n his gf will patch but sometimes if things just don turn out rite, we oso cant help it. if him/her doesnt belong to u, den no point hangin on for so long. move on n carry on wif life. it takes time for the wound to heal. haiz... just felt very weird. things had been repeatin. anyway we talked till ard 12am. was quite tired ytd. ya.
maybe it's fated to miss it twice.
no more...
no point goin round n round.
if it returns it will.
posted @ 5:56 AM
Saturday, September 02, 2006
310806 Thursday
Teachers' Day eve. a meet up to all. met edmund at 8.30am den meet amanda n went to 85 market to get roses. bought 10 stalks gotta 2 stalks for free. haha... den took cab down to bts. we were late. suppose to meet the rest at 9am in sch. haha... nvm. didnt manage to go into the sch at first. but after tt we managed to. decided to go to coffeeshop where we used to hang out usually. den go back to sch again at ard 1015. they are havin concert. surprisingly, peter ( u all noe who is iz.) invited us into the hall n we get to sit on the chair. woohoo... first time...! haha... den we watched to concert. still prefer the concert tt we had watched last year. had teachers performin line-dance. mr.sim sang yi lu shui feng for us. not forgetin we wore our class tee n azmi's fan club on 310805. these are memories tt we wont forget...
but basically was quite busy on the phone tt day. cos was tryin to settle class chalet. haha... den left bts at ard 1pm. den headed home. waited for meiqi to call me. den went to inter to pick her up n oso bought a cake. put all the things at my house first den waited for kenny n set off to bedok reservoir to buy the bbq food. due to the heavy traffic, it took us ard an hour plus to get the food. reached downtown at ard 730. sorry guys if we'd made u all waited so long for the food.
den bbq started. oso cake cuttin session n present givin out session. celebrated xiaoen's, connie's, cindy's n jiahao's birthday together. haha...
den we started to play cards till ard 4am plus 5am. haha... some of us went to slp... but afterall all didnt really slp much. anyway we oso didnt plan to slp. haha...
anyway really hope tt the three birthday gals n the one birthday boi lyk the presents. haha...
goin out to have dinner soon wif suvin, shuwen n the rest. ok. shall stop here. haha...
posted @ 2:31 AM
280806 Monday
Had our class outin. our usual group of ppl. qiaoling, hid, xiaoen, connie, clara, meiqi, minghao, jiahao, louis, jayjee, kenny. went to east coast park. these are the photos tt we took. we went cycling. play volleyball. play captain's ball. went to the beach. ppl were gettin emo at there... oh ya. clara baked cookies...! very nice...! haha... dis time round the double bike we had is better than the previous. luckily dis time round my ''si ji'' didnt complain tt he's havin leg cramp. haha... den at ard 6pm we returned the bike. den went to mac for dinner. everyone is hungry...! haha... den went to funland. left east coast park at ard 8pm. den all went back home.
posted @ 2:07 AM
